SEEKING an old alien encounter story/case

[sahgwa]

OK this is really annoying me, but with the fairly recent scrubbing and centralisation of the internet, and not being able to find it on a web search, I am trying to find a case.  Does this ring any bells for anyone? I am trying to find the website again and maybe even she had written an e-book, if you recall this or can point me in the right direction:

A young woman in (I believe) California, in the 1990s.
She started receiving 'downloads' or being visited, but I think it started mentally.
It was disturbing her at work and she had to take many sick days. 
She began to get  , pretty much,  narcolepsy. 
She would pass out in her armchair almost regularly almost like clock work and was visited by beings.
Like they were planning 'communication sessions'

Where it gets unique is I THINK the beings were either blue bird humanoids, avians ,  or/and/also cat humanoids, cat beings.

Any one recall this?

Where it gets extra unique is IF I RECALL , her friend or the beings direct her to I think the OTO and she finds a lot of weird corollaries in her experiences,  with the OTO and Crowley even though she was not into that at all. And she knows things that back then you would not know unless you were in the group, so she freaks people out.  Like the beings were part of that Current. 
This went on for a long time. 
She eventually wrote it all down in a webpage blog, and I used to recall what it was, many many pages.
I think she made it into an E book too.
All her true recollection.

Anyone help me out here?

THANKS! :)

PS There might have been something in the title or also in the theme of her site about Red and Mars.  I think it was fairly large, it had a forum and everything....

[Sirius]

Everything you say sounds familiar..including the OTO visit, but the wrong time. Are you looking for something specific?

[UltraBudgie]

OK this is really annoying me, but with the fairly recent scrubbing and centralisation of the internet, and not being able to find it on a web search, I am trying to find a case.  Does this ring any bells for anyone? I am trying to find the website again and maybe even she had written an e-book, if you recall this or can point me in the right direction:

A young woman in (I believe) California, in the 1990s.
She started receiving 'downloads' or being visited, but I think it started mentally.
It was disturbing her at work and she had to take many sick days. 
She began to get  , pretty much,  narcolepsy. 
She would pass out in her armchair almost regularly almost like clock work and was visited by beings.
Like they were planning 'communication sessions'

Where it gets unique is I THINK the beings were either blue bird humanoids, avians ,  or/and/also cat humanoids, cat beings.

Any one recall this?

Where it gets extra unique is IF I RECALL , her friend or the beings direct her to I think the OTO and she finds a lot of weird corollaries in her experiences,  with the OTO and Crowley even though she was not into that at all. And she knows things that back then you would not know unless you were in the group, so she freaks people out.  Like the beings were part of that Current. 
This went on for a long time. 
She eventually wrote it all down in a webpage blog, and I used to recall what it was, many many pages.
I think she made it into an E book too.
All her true recollection.

Anyone help me out here?

THANKS! :)

PS There might have been something in the title or also in the theme of her site about Red and Mars.  I think it was fairly large, it had a forum and everything....

hmm, kerry cassidy?

https://kerrycassidy.substack.com/archive?sort=top
https://www.exopermaculture.com/what-is-...p-circles/
https://www.imdb.com/title/tt11401844/
https://www.spreaker.com/episode/alien-a...--18706183
https://galacticanthropology.org/tag/kerry-cassidy/
https://projectcamelotproductions.com/blog-hp.html

[sahgwa]

Everything you say sounds familiar..including the OTO visit, but the wrong time. Are you looking for something specific?

Her name would be great, her website with all the large large blog/ebook would be even better. 
We are being scrubbed in real time :D

[sahgwa]

hmm, kerry cassidy?

https://kerrycassidy.substack.com/archive?sort=top
https://www.exopermaculture.com/what-is-...p-circles/
https://www.imdb.com/title/tt11401844/
https://www.spreaker.com/episode/alien-a...--18706183
https://galacticanthropology.org/tag/kerry-cassidy/
https://projectcamelotproductions.com/blog-hp.html

I don't think it's her, no.  This is a person that had a very long history of personal ET contact and wrote about it. 
Thanks for trying though :)
hmmmmm
I know I didn't dream it.

[Sirius]

Her name would be great, her website with all the large large blog/ebook would be even better. 
We are being scrubbed in real time :D

got nothing, just lot's of nonsense, seems to be a trend.  I remember reading in one of Grant's books about someone visiting the OTO, but it's probably a common thing

[sahgwa]

got nothing, just lot's of nonsense, seems to be a trend.  I remember reading in one of Grant's books about someone visiting the OTO, but it's probably a common thing

It was spooky at first, now it is downright angering all these websites disappearing.
Even if they are still there you can't find them .

RIP Personal Consumer Internet 1990-2015 we hardly knew ye.

[Sirius]

RIP Personal Consumer Internet 1990-2015 we hardly knew ye.

All praise Lord Google, his many arms encircle the alphabet

[sahgwa]

All praise Lord Google, his many arms encircle the alphabet

InitialismYearAgencyATF1972Bureau of Alcohol, Tobacco, Firearms and ExplosivesCIA1947Central Intelligence AgencyDEA1973Drug Enforcement AdministrationDIA1961Defense Intelligence AgencyDHS2002Department of Homeland SecurityDOJ1870Department of JusticeFBI1908Federal Bureau of InvestigationFEMA1979Federal Emergency Management AgencyICE2003Immigration and Customs EnforcementNGA2003National Geospatial-Intelligence AgencyNRO1961National Reconnaissance OfficeNSA1953National Security AgencyONI1882Office of Naval IntelligenceOSI1949Office of Scientific IntelligenceTSA2001Transportation Security Administration     >>>> Alphabet Inc.  2015


Dear Google
Having ChatGPT write an email to you to ask  what happened to this lady's website?
Please see above.

Thank you
Must humble obsequiousness, 
Sahgwa

[Sirius]

InitialismYearAgencyATF1972Bureau of Alcohol, Tobacco, Firearms and ExplosivesCIA1947Central Intelligence AgencyDEA1973Drug Enforcement AdministrationDIA1961Defense Intelligence AgencyDHS2002Department of Homeland SecurityDOJ1870Department of JusticeFBI1908Federal Bureau of InvestigationFEMA1979Federal Emergency Management AgencyICE2003Immigration and Customs EnforcementNGA2003National Geospatial-Intelligence AgencyNRO1961National Reconnaissance OfficeNSA1953National Security AgencyONI1882Office of Naval IntelligenceOSI1949Office of Scientific IntelligenceTSA2001Transportation Security Administration     >>>> Alphabet Inc.  2015


Dear Google
Having ChatGPT write an email to you to ask  what happened to this lady's website?
Please see above.

Thank you
Must humble obsequiousness, 
Sahgwa

The 15 sacred names. Hail google our master