It's Time My Story Needs To Be Heard [Redux]

[Sirius]

Yikes-o-rama! 

That is eerily too close for comfort! However I would say the face is far too rough. I want to say it was smoother and had an almost wetness like quality to it. Think of the skin of a plum, but with some bumpiness to it like the surface of a basketball or avocado. It definitely had some dimpling to it, but was mostly smooth.

This experience happened in a paralysis fit, so please take it with a grain of salt. When I have had OOBE's there are many distinctions between the two states so I apologize if I am confusing. 

There are 2 states which I describe. Paralysis, and astral. The reason I tend to accidentally link these together is as I have said, paralysis seems to be a precursor to the OOBE. 

If you read my previous post about how I get a mental 'sense' image of what I cannot see with my physical eyes, I was once visited by a feminine entity (I could hear her voice inside my head.) I sensed this was a real deal angel with white robes and wings. However I also sensed it was hidden behind some kind of--I don't know--just a blot. The mental image I got was that it had a true form, but that it was masking itself behind a lead apron of sorts. It was just a black circle in the image with the angel part hidden behind it. It was almost as if there's layers to peel back before you get to its true form. I could only see the blot and sense the angel behind it.

I asked her if I could see her and she simply said no, don't worry about that. 

I asked what she wanted. She said healing. They give healing to us somehow, but wouldn't go into details. 

I could feel bursts of electrical current running up and down my spine and head. It's a very unsettling sensation, overwhelming. It's not painful, but it's not a desirable feeling by any means. It makes me twist and writhe in a most uncomfortable way. It does feel much better when it's over. I feel lighter and recharged both physically and spiritually. To this day I know this sensation very well and it has come up from time to time in my life. I did write a thread on the other site fairly recently about these 'healing doctors' but it's highly subjective and esoteric in ways that I'm still reeling from. It's one of a handful of threads I intend to bring over here so be patient 

Hectic, shit man they got me in the eye.  I can still feel it also.  

I wonder who or what she is.

The AI is breaking again tonight, it desperately wants to produce horrors.