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[Sirius]

Day 4

Hubris and ignorance dooms the people. I pray for them every day. It's all very unfortunate

I am happy, I am content in my own life and at peace. I have written this before, if I die 5min from now or live a 100 more years it matters not

Hope for me is not lost, hope for the people is lost, my frustration and running in circles is from looking for hope for them

The writing is on the wall

I know what to do, it's what I have been doing. Make sure to dot my i's and cross my t's. Make sure my family is at peace

I have two sons. One is lion and the other is a tiger, they have everything they need, choices are their own

Tartarus, Cerberus, every man knows the story, my grandmother taught it to me on a morning during one of our walks. Your life partner makes or breaks you. If your wife is unhappy you will have dust and clay for breakfast, lunch and dinner. The eternal fire rages. No my explorations on these stories is about what it's always been about and it's unspoken

Gang stalking (and the sad endings), obsession, hauntings that is abuse..I know all these things

I am at peace

[Sirius]

Day 5

Yesterday I was in pain, today I'm fasting.

"Pre-internet, I read every page of the Encyclopaedia Britannica."

Pre-school, it was my first set of books

"I spent hours and hours at the state library poring over every metaphysical and religious text I could find to try and explain my experiences."

still doing it  

"Alas, I found nothing except the references that religions made to angels and saints levitating, or the memoirs of Einstein wherein he stated that all his great discoveries came to him through dreams (and he even referenced God)."

It's a thing

“Later in life, I traveled far afield and delved deeply into every religious or metaphysical reference I could find."

Can relate

"We would write to each other in poetry while testing new code. In the early days, before the internet was fully developed and we would communicate via dial-up modem, everyone had pseudonyms. They called me ‘Moon Girl.’”

We still do it

"I’ve reached is that UFO encounters must be placed with contexts and not extracted from the lives of the people who encounter them."

"Len’s story begins with the sighting of a UFO—the first and initiatory encounter within a series of extraordinary and unlikely events that are linked by synchronicities and deep meaning."

None of the UFO bro's knows that, the whole circuit is apparently ignorant, how can this be?

"But the prisoners tell the free citizen that his “eyes are ruined,” and they even threaten him with violence. They don’t want to be freed, and they don’t believe the person who has seen outside the cave."

I have to post some stuff but stalling

Socrates: “And if they had the opportunity, do you suppose that they might raise their hands against him and kill this person who is trying to liberate them to a higher plane?” Glaukon: I’m afraid so.”

The night beckons while you dream
A life never lives in peace
As you stand upon the edge
Woven by a single thread
And fate may fall down upon you
While the devil is knocking
Right at your door

So all you restless
Each night you hear the drums of war
Awaken, awaken
The voice begins to call you while you hunger
A taste of destiny you're searching for
Awaken, awaken
The fight is at your door, take up the cause

[Sirius]

This is what bugs me about the whole "disclosure" effort, who get's hurt by the fake stories and the propaganda? How do you go in good conscience and decide on fantasy as the solution for the official campaign when the people that will believe the fantasy are these folks below. Praying on the vulnerable for what? Votes, money? Let's change the ideology by kicking he people that are down? A lady recounts her UFO abduction experience on youtube, and then she describes the bruises on her legs and arms and her daughters?



encounters:
I learned that many philosophers acknowledged that, for them,
philosophy was not a choice but a necessity,
and some even said that it was the necessary choice
that prevented their suicide.

Reaching for the future is a choice between two options—
usually between whether to live or to die.

This characterization is not an exaggeration.
The mental health of United States military veterans,
and of American youth in the early twenty-first century,
is at a point of crisis.

Suicide is the fourth leading cause of death among teenagers, and among young veterans it is the second leading cause of death.

Simone came into my life when I was heavily involved in researching the negative effects of technologies like social media on the mental health of youth.
I had been engaged with Jose and his work and took every opportunity to introduce students to his mental health protocols. They needed them.
Only a few months into the school year more than six students had died by suicide in my university system. The sadness, as Jose explained, was contagious and infective.

FB4/6
Hyde Street. Sunday 4 March 1990.
Confrontations causes a storm because I refuse to blindly follow the dogma of
abductionists. The latest magazine of the pro-UFO CUFOS group is a hatchet
job, with my picture on the cover: Where Vallee went wrong! The photograph
dates from 15 years ago and that seems appropriate: These people have remained
stuck in time.
They are also wrong about hypnosis: One of the 20-odd abductees
I have been quietly studying has made a shocking discovery, of a deep forgotten
trauma.
Now she wonders if her molestation as a teenager might have led to her
false memories of UFOs rather than an actual sighting.

Hummingbird. Saturday 7 April 2018.
We spoke of the ‘soap operas’ that took place in the nineties, the absurd extrapolations from abduction stories

Hummingbird. Thursday 14 March 2019.
Something traumatic must have happened on his side, as it did on mine. He adds a warning with which I emphatically agree there is true evil afoot, including “lies; work products that are harmful to kids; manipulation of memes…”

[Sirius]

Feeling pretty good at the minute, the confidence boost at 24hours from fasting is pretty sweet. Seeing auroras and some tuples without effort, angels flying about also (I won't call them demons tonight). Sense of smell is enhanced by allot, it's interesting, I can smell the quality of food clearly. Wonder how much of it ss to do with not having the desire to eat, you are still hungry for those that has never fasted and that reads this.

Found a gateway...or rather can recognize a consciousness state when transition is effortless. Something to explore more


Otherwise up to speed with everything UFO wise.  Seems like everyone that has a channel and reporting on it never reads any books. Diana and Jacques books are pretty much required reading. Jacques spills all "the beans", names everyone, even crash site locations. People can just go there..there is no mystery. It's all kind of silly

The way forward is clear. Africa is beautiful

[Sirius]

Day 6: Bob smells like rotten eggs, must be the slime he eats




Stayed up until dawn with a fire, a little field mouse visited, gave it some food. It is doomed if it stays, the cats will hunt it. There is no place to hide

This is the end..nothing left to do. The blood moon brings the promise of harvest.

Starting with the easy stuff, excited to see where the journals end, I'm sure Jacques will make it dreamy. A journey of lifetime and his stories will always be a treasured memory

Last night scriptwriter Tracy Tormé met us for dinner with George Knapp, the cheerful television journalist who broke the Lazar story. He was with a real estate appraiser from Las Vegas, a burly man who wore glasses with a thick mount, knew the jargon well, speaking fluently of antiprotons and gravity amplifiers. He saw himself as Lazar's manager:
“Lazar's story is worth many millions of dollars,” he told us enthusiastically.

We did go to Channel 8 to see Knapp and there was Bob Lazar, a brand-new portable telephone at his elbow, sitting at a folding table in the back lobby. We spoke for an hour and came away convinced that we’d been thrust into
a puppet show.

Later we met an investigator who revealed that in real life “physics expert” Lazar was part owner of a Nevada brothel. The man was visibly scared to discuss the situation. There are rumors that government folks picked Lazar as a result of unspecified events. Perhaps the main question is not to know what all this is supposed to reveal, but
what it is designed to hide.



Now on to the bad stuff, considering the times of Betty and Barney Hill..coverup and payout is my bet or something more nefarious. If someone experiences abduction symptoms, they should go for blood tests, tox screens, drugs etc, take photos, don't post online, go to doctor, trust no one...


Barbara once asked a woman abductee if the beings who took her might have been human. She blurted out, “One of them did tell me he was with the Air Force!” “Why didn't you mention this before? It could be vital!” “Frankly, I didn't remember it until you asked me that question...”

Barbara knows another woman who found out under professional therapy that she had not been abducted to a UFO at all; instead she had been taken to a house in San Francisco, where her supposedly “Alien” abductors also turned out to be humans as they removed their fake faces in front of her. That description sent chills through my bones, because it was one of the scenes in my novel FastWalker.

[Sirius]

1:07:10
Yes. Well, I think in the outright the
humanity is optimistic, you know, in the outlook.
So, we see only what we um what we can
imagine right now or what the picture is being painted and we're very trustful.
So, this touching these two points about the you know depression that you mentioned and also you know choosing the
professions or what we are expected to do what we need to do. So depression is
actually an epidemic. It's a big problem not just for pilots or you know other professions but the World Health
Organization uh has uh very very sad numbers if if we
look it up and it's something like a quarter of a million um diagnosed every
every year. Uh and so there are millions of people who are that but they are also parents
these people. also can imagine their children are suffering from from what state is the parent is
right but in the UK and in the US is similar numbers the women and fathers and
mothers of newborn children suffer from postnatal depression both
uh really yeah 40 45 to 50% I've never heard of the father suffering
from that yes so there's both because the life changes so much
uh and It's uh it's uh it's an expectation sometimes people feel oh
well that's what motherhood or fatherhood is right so and and especially in men it would be
hard to admit because it's not admitted otherwise so it's not known in public right so you're meant to be coping well
you know like you're a father you're a man you know you're holder of the family I don't know like whatever we have put
on onto ourselves the expectations that we meant to be a certain way right well yeah some it's If you're
raising a kid and you're stressed and you're sleepd deprived and you're going
crazy, like what are you going to do? Are you going to quit on your kid? Yeah. Or are you just going to fight through
it? Like it's the same thing like the kid learning to walk. Well, my kid's taking too long. He's he's crawling but he's not walking. Are we just going to
give up and decide, oh, he's never going to walk? You know, it's like one of those things where you just like
it's a weird thing where you you have no choice but to figure it out. I feel like
Yes. If you're a parent. Yeah. But that's interesting, isn't it? That um almost like a a different type of
schooling that comes to you with children if finding out who you are, what you're capable of and what your
partnership, you know, what you what you are as a team. Mhm. And um what is this?
Yeah.
United States approximately 21 million adults uh experience at least one major
depressive episode per year.
Could you imagine? 20 million.
So well I feel like again I you know
280 million uh and this is diagnosed I would I would imagine oh this is diagnosed so 21 million I mean I 
experience depressive episodes all the time not all the time but per year but it's like life is a roller
coaster you know what I mean and and you you're the chemicals in your body the hormones in your body are constantly fluctuating all the time depending on
your diet your sleep your work if you're traveling or Uh there's so many factors that that
that go into this. Um yeah, the youth is uh terrifying because
the the bigger problem in youth is that uh it's one of the major causes of
suicide. 

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[Sirius]

Danny Jones coming in clutch with the info on brain washing and drugs. It's all in here. Don't stress the aliens might still be real, who knows what the comet brings





This story with context.... "Duane hinted he was from Sirius and that his companions had bases on Venus and the Moon; that Christ lived on Venus."

Hyde Street. Monday 4 February 1991.

A new witness, a woman named Julia has sent me a dramatic letter. Janine and I visited her yesterday. She told us the very prospect of recounting her experiences was very distressing.

Julia is a 40-year-old woman with black hair who looks like singer Linda Ronstadt. She overcame her reluctance to talk to me after reading Messengers of Deception. She began: “About August 1968 I used to go to a certain bar in Baton Rouge where a couple of singers were performing. The man, Duane Yates, was especially talented; he could sing with the voice of any singer the public requested. The girl gave her name as Linda Clark…”

After Julia had gone into this bar a few evenings with her boyfriend, the performers sat at their table. “Did you feel compelled to come here? Do you even know who you are?” they asked.

The man had pale skin and white hair but wasn’t an albino. He had no wrinkles or bodily hair. He told them “the time had come.” Julia looked into his eyes, they were “terrifying and wonderful,” but his touch felt reptilian. Somehow, he knew all about her childhood.

“Are you ready to carry out your destiny?” he asked. “Are you willing to help humanity when the time comes?” The con.

They went over to the woman's apartment; music was played in the dark. They felt they were floating. The session seemed to last only a minute or so, then “Duane” turned the light back on and told them “their third eye was open now,” and that “the Intelligence will be able to speak to you in your sleep.”

Back on the street Julia and her boyfriend realized that hours had passed. They felt elated, with a lot of energy. There was a second session later, to “open them up to the future.” But at no point were they asked to pay anything; no money was exchanged.

It would be easy to conclude that she is delusional, but her story matches a pattern of sectarian indoctrination with which we’ve become familiar: Duane hinted he was from Sirius and that his companions had bases on Venus and the Moon; that Christ lived on Venus. Their mission was to teach people like Julia, according to a structure with nine levels. When they reached the ninth level they would be taken to an underground location near Las Vegas; they would contribute to a New Age. They would board flying saucers.

No part of the “teaching” was ever written. Supposedly a device had been implanted and activated inside their bodies.

I asked Julia if she had actually seen UFOs. She only saw lights that would move as if answering mental commands. She was instructed not to tell anyone: People were not ready… “They” prepared a new order. If she divulged any of it “they” would take drastic action. She began to have many dreams: She was aboard a UFO, going under the ocean. She was told her subconscious would register this information and would know how to use it.

They kept her on a strict vegetarian diet: no sugar, eggs or cheese, “down to nuts and seeds.” She lost weight. This diet supposedly “cleaned the body.” She slept a lot. Another part of the philosophy was abstinence from sex. She was supposed to write her experiences in a private journal mailed to the “Station of the Cosmic Light” in Las Vegas. As she recounted the experience for us she was shaking.

I wanted to review Julia's early years. As a child, she frequently climbed up to the roof of her house: She would call “come and take me away!” to the sky. There was a tragic accident when she was three and her sister Teresa was four. As they were left by themselves a man led them to a beach. She vaguely remembers a bright light in her face. She recalls falling backwards. The two girls were naked when other people came onto the scene. The stranger tried to escape by swimming away with her sister; Teresa drowned.

Julia has three younger sisters and two children who have reported unusual incidents such as a light at the window, vibrations, and a strange hand. Last year she saw a doctor at Kaiser who found a lump in her throat and diagnosed an advanced thyroid tumor. She was operated on a medullar carcinoma but they were unable to get all of it. “Were you exposed to radioactivity 20 years ago?” they asked her.

Julia believes there is a “base” near Yountville, close to the Carmelite monastery, in an area of abandoned gold mines.

[Sirius]

something to lighten the mood. The ending is the best

[Sirius]

yup, this is the end for me (not the end of me), there is nothing to be done. you are on your own. as for me, I'm going to continue living in beautiful Africa, the west isn't for me. thank you for the Coca-Cola, good drink, goes well with anything