I never really talked about the connection with nature that I had other than mentioning I went vegan for a bit, perhaps I should have.
It was profound and not easily recountable. I was communing with all life forms, from insects to birds and other higher life forms. I could see the wind. Feel everything.
A dove came to me, I knew it was dying from when it arrived. I lit a fire and stayed with it through most of the night, watched it die the next day. Why would I receive such a thing?
Two orbs descended above me, another flew past.
I had a vision of an angel, it didn't make sense. Michael/Gabriel, it kept changing. I went outside, closed my eyes and turned into the sun at midday. I ascended towards the angels and the gate behind them opened. There was a statue of a Goddess.
I drew this.
The reason I'm bringing this up now (besides the fact that it's disturbing as fuck) is that listening to Whitley Strieber and Nathaniel Gillis, it is clear that they have abandoned nature. They and many others I see following a path of enlightenment.
When I expand my consciousness out into the cosmos I do not forget about the air that I breath or the ground beneath me. I encounter the neighbor across the road that beats his wife. I find a literal ring of shit around the community right next to me where 50 000 people live without toilets, 1 mile away.
What are you people doing? How can we go to the stars like this?