01-24-2025, 01:10 AM
i think i will just post comics
![[Image: hallucinations.png]](https://imgs.xkcd.com/comics/hallucinations.png)
oh and
![[Image: still_no_sleep.png]](https://imgs.xkcd.com/comics/still_no_sleep.png)
and now i'm thinking about "value" and "gain", and what they mean in a non-egocentric context. the self, the ego, the bottle of individuated consciousness that dreams hint that we can escape or are more than. perhaps the gain and value is not the self bringing more to into its purview - more knowledge, more "understanding" moving into the bottle. maybe the true gain and value (if one can still use those words in a context in which they become meaningless) is moving the other direction, growing the self to exist as stably outside that illusory bottle as within. one thinks, surely that way madness lies. but does it? usually. but must it?
as mentioned above, beware woo. of course. but does that mean eschew woo? if woo is the anthesis of science and reason and intrinsically poisonous to the self, then yes. but if woo is rather a frontier or area to grow into, then no. i guess the "ignorance to deny" is pretending any of have a definitive answer to that question, rather than a mere pragmatic practice necessary to the known functioning of our egos.
also, i'm not sure i like chatgpt. it seems um i dunno how to describe it bloodless?
![[Image: hallucinations.png]](https://imgs.xkcd.com/comics/hallucinations.png)
oh and
![[Image: still_no_sleep.png]](https://imgs.xkcd.com/comics/still_no_sleep.png)
and now i'm thinking about "value" and "gain", and what they mean in a non-egocentric context. the self, the ego, the bottle of individuated consciousness that dreams hint that we can escape or are more than. perhaps the gain and value is not the self bringing more to into its purview - more knowledge, more "understanding" moving into the bottle. maybe the true gain and value (if one can still use those words in a context in which they become meaningless) is moving the other direction, growing the self to exist as stably outside that illusory bottle as within. one thinks, surely that way madness lies. but does it? usually. but must it?
as mentioned above, beware woo. of course. but does that mean eschew woo? if woo is the anthesis of science and reason and intrinsically poisonous to the self, then yes. but if woo is rather a frontier or area to grow into, then no. i guess the "ignorance to deny" is pretending any of have a definitive answer to that question, rather than a mere pragmatic practice necessary to the known functioning of our egos.
also, i'm not sure i like chatgpt. it seems um i dunno how to describe it bloodless?




