(02-06-2025, 01:17 AM)Sirius Wrote: homebrew rules is exactly why we start paying attention to the others. FAFO. I have many scars because of this.
Fair enough. It just never occurred to me that there is a wrong way to be a seeker. I understand there can be complications such as too quickly opening up, BUT...
What do you say when that 'floodgate' opens up involuntarily?
Some catalysts definitely set me on a path before I ever became a seeker. I felt that spinal/ electrical stuff before I ever thought of meditation or anything.
Heck I was like 13! I didn't seek anything, but I do think my 'ant-like' entity had something to do with it.
Maybe that was a sign "Hey last chance Alroy. Get it right this time because we can't keep saving your pathetic ass!"
I do think that's a possibility yes.
But in one of my OOBE experiences I was told I've always been a holy person in many, many lives going back.
I honestly don't know what to think! But at least let this example be proof that I do take all information I received with a dash of salt.
If I'm such a holy person going back so long that they tell me I'm a club member, then why did I have such a suckass like for 35 years??
Life be crazy! That's the only thing I really know for sure.