05-05-2024, 07:32 PM
ell, I am no angel. I am someone who is being taught through this earth experience to follow a specific path which will allow me to be born into the real reality. I feel there are what we call angels out there that can control our minds to see them, hear them, and even touch them. Which leads me to believe the reality we live in may not really be real.
Even if there were no celestial beings and religion is a fabrication of our minds, programming is what it could be. The actual things that are taught in Christianity are good. Though shall not kill, though shall not try to covet they neighbors spouse, though shall not lie or bear false witness, and though shall not steal....they are good things for society.
Our reality we live in is being created or has been created over a long time and much of it was created to unfairly balance everything to benefit certain people or groups. Is that Mona Lisa really worth what they say it is worth, is my house worth more or less than yours? Love of money is one of the roots of all evil, I believe that. A person's wealth or popularity does not impress me, their prestigious title or degrees sitting on a wall or their title as king or president does not impress me. Their honesty and integrity is what I feel is important. Just because they wrote ten books on a subject does not mean they are someone I should praise, just because a person is a famous well paid actor does not mean I should go nuts when I met them. I have met bikers in a motorcycle club that I trust more than a politician, lawyer or judge. I try not to judge people but at the same time, it does not mean I have to trust them if I feel they are corrupt.
There are some people who want power over others, they will lie and cheat to get power or wealth. I also have known rich people that were just regular people who were good people. Just because a person is rich does not mean they are bad. I have also met people who made their money by overcharging and using their reputation to gain wealth....but have also seen those same people change later in life and try to give back to the communities that helped them get ahead. One I know actually bought land and made community gardens to help people to help themselves and teach the young how to grow their own food. I grew up on a farm, to me this is a good thing, trying to help people fend for themselves in an honest way.
The one thing I have not figured out is what Demons are. I feel they exist, bad spirits that can weasel themselves into people and corrupt their minds to make them believe they are more important than others.
I am a nobody...Nobody pays their bills, nobody is totally honest these days, nobody seems to believe in being good anymore, nobody wants to help people without gaining either prestige or wealth. So that makes me a definite nobody. I dropped out of medical school half a century ago because I saw that most people going into the trade were in it for gaining wealth or prestige.....I just wanted to help those who needed it, I was afraid what that instructor at the lecture from the AMA was saying about "not worrying about taking the money of people who don't know how to eat" was going to make me into someone I would not want to be...I did not think I was strong enough to deflect it back in the mid seventies. So I attempted to switch fields, but most of the classes I had tested out of would not transfer, I would have finished my four year degree in two and a half years in Pre-med. So now I am studying things again and see how bad it has gotten. Face it, If I would have become a doctor, I would have had my license yanked away within five years for not following the protocol of playing the game I was supposed to play.
I look back at everything that happened in my life and if I could go back and change it I would change nothing. I have learned from my mistakes, I have learned from the mistakes of others too, I have learned that the reality we live in has been created by people who gained from creating it. We have been brainwashed to believe we need things we do not need. We have been led to believe wants are more important than needs...so someone can benefit by our brainwashing. Society itself promotes waste and fulfilling wants. Do you need to buy an expensive engagement ring to get engaged, a ring that makes it so young couples need to struggle when they get married? Think about all this, I bet there are things I have not even thought of yet that people could add to this social conditioning.
Even if there were no celestial beings and religion is a fabrication of our minds, programming is what it could be. The actual things that are taught in Christianity are good. Though shall not kill, though shall not try to covet they neighbors spouse, though shall not lie or bear false witness, and though shall not steal....they are good things for society.
Our reality we live in is being created or has been created over a long time and much of it was created to unfairly balance everything to benefit certain people or groups. Is that Mona Lisa really worth what they say it is worth, is my house worth more or less than yours? Love of money is one of the roots of all evil, I believe that. A person's wealth or popularity does not impress me, their prestigious title or degrees sitting on a wall or their title as king or president does not impress me. Their honesty and integrity is what I feel is important. Just because they wrote ten books on a subject does not mean they are someone I should praise, just because a person is a famous well paid actor does not mean I should go nuts when I met them. I have met bikers in a motorcycle club that I trust more than a politician, lawyer or judge. I try not to judge people but at the same time, it does not mean I have to trust them if I feel they are corrupt.
There are some people who want power over others, they will lie and cheat to get power or wealth. I also have known rich people that were just regular people who were good people. Just because a person is rich does not mean they are bad. I have also met people who made their money by overcharging and using their reputation to gain wealth....but have also seen those same people change later in life and try to give back to the communities that helped them get ahead. One I know actually bought land and made community gardens to help people to help themselves and teach the young how to grow their own food. I grew up on a farm, to me this is a good thing, trying to help people fend for themselves in an honest way.
The one thing I have not figured out is what Demons are. I feel they exist, bad spirits that can weasel themselves into people and corrupt their minds to make them believe they are more important than others.
I am a nobody...Nobody pays their bills, nobody is totally honest these days, nobody seems to believe in being good anymore, nobody wants to help people without gaining either prestige or wealth. So that makes me a definite nobody. I dropped out of medical school half a century ago because I saw that most people going into the trade were in it for gaining wealth or prestige.....I just wanted to help those who needed it, I was afraid what that instructor at the lecture from the AMA was saying about "not worrying about taking the money of people who don't know how to eat" was going to make me into someone I would not want to be...I did not think I was strong enough to deflect it back in the mid seventies. So I attempted to switch fields, but most of the classes I had tested out of would not transfer, I would have finished my four year degree in two and a half years in Pre-med. So now I am studying things again and see how bad it has gotten. Face it, If I would have become a doctor, I would have had my license yanked away within five years for not following the protocol of playing the game I was supposed to play.
I look back at everything that happened in my life and if I could go back and change it I would change nothing. I have learned from my mistakes, I have learned from the mistakes of others too, I have learned that the reality we live in has been created by people who gained from creating it. We have been brainwashed to believe we need things we do not need. We have been led to believe wants are more important than needs...so someone can benefit by our brainwashing. Society itself promotes waste and fulfilling wants. Do you need to buy an expensive engagement ring to get engaged, a ring that makes it so young couples need to struggle when they get married? Think about all this, I bet there are things I have not even thought of yet that people could add to this social conditioning.
