04-14-2024, 04:16 PM
I struggled with these issues for decades. I would sense a malevolence, and try to wake up by screaming. That screaming would exhibit itself as me making scared little mewling sounds and anyone I was with would shake me awake and then elect to never sleep next to me again. This went on from my teens to my 20's and 30's.
I have many times viewed entities while I was in that semi-state between wakefulness and sleep. I still don't fully understand it, but since I've been with my Bride (married in 1988), I have come to know that she hears my cries, wakes me up, and is not aware of any physical entities within the room.
I can't tell you how happy that made me to know that there was nothing there that she could see. It is possible that there are entities on another vibrational channel that she couldn't see, but it is enough for me that she couldn't see little dark lumps of creatures, looking like living fire hydrants, while I was mewling like a scared feline in my "sleep".
So now, whenever it happens, my Darlin' wakes me up and I roll over and slip back into sleep. I know it happens more often if I am sleeping on my back. I know that when I get what I call the 'electric dreams' where I feel a thrumming going up and down my body, that I am more susceptible to sleep paralysis. Now, when I feel the electric dreams, I just get up and move around and maybe read a book sitting up for a while. I don't like those, NoSir. When I feel the electric dreams, they come with not only a physical sensation, but a sound. I think sometimes that if I were more evolved, I could use this phenomenon and explore another level of existence. I have tried at times, but not been successful. Anyway, that is my SP experiences. Began in my 20s, and now I'm in my late 60's.
I have many times viewed entities while I was in that semi-state between wakefulness and sleep. I still don't fully understand it, but since I've been with my Bride (married in 1988), I have come to know that she hears my cries, wakes me up, and is not aware of any physical entities within the room.
I can't tell you how happy that made me to know that there was nothing there that she could see. It is possible that there are entities on another vibrational channel that she couldn't see, but it is enough for me that she couldn't see little dark lumps of creatures, looking like living fire hydrants, while I was mewling like a scared feline in my "sleep".
So now, whenever it happens, my Darlin' wakes me up and I roll over and slip back into sleep. I know it happens more often if I am sleeping on my back. I know that when I get what I call the 'electric dreams' where I feel a thrumming going up and down my body, that I am more susceptible to sleep paralysis. Now, when I feel the electric dreams, I just get up and move around and maybe read a book sitting up for a while. I don't like those, NoSir. When I feel the electric dreams, they come with not only a physical sensation, but a sound. I think sometimes that if I were more evolved, I could use this phenomenon and explore another level of existence. I have tried at times, but not been successful. Anyway, that is my SP experiences. Began in my 20s, and now I'm in my late 60's.
