I refuse to let go of my grief

[UltraBudgie]

Cardinals are a traditional indicator!

There is an old folklore saying that, “When God sends a cardinal, it’s a visitor from heaven.” Because of this saying, some wonder if the appearance of a Red Cardinal in their yard could really mean something special.

Depending on people’s different cultures, backgrounds, or beliefs, they attribute different meanings to the appearance of these lovely birds.

Some consider the red cardinal meaning that their loved one is near in spirit, like a spiritual messenger of sorts. Others see cardinals as symbols of hope in tough times. There is even a common belief that they bring good fortune.

While there are many different interpretations of what their presence may mean, the fact that cardinals carry significant symbolic value is certain.

https://www.usurnsonline.com/memorials/c...or-heaven/

I saw one after my wife died, too.

A better man could have saved her...

I suspect you did.