Year two: Happy Birthday

[Maxmars]

On this 17th day of January, I celebrate the memory and birthday of the woman who still lives within me, despite her death two years ago in November.

She would have been - as she always was - a source of my strength, the focus of all my resolve, the very reason I felt that God does love me.

She stayed with me for 43 years, and at all times, in all things, she was my queen of hearts... to whom I offered my freedom, and my will...

Sadly, she passed away after an extended illness, she distinguished herself as full of grace and love for her family.

Happy birthday memory to my love...



(Yet I know it is for me.... to make me feel less cold, less lonely... to 'cope' with how I must now live.)

Still... I am grateful... for having known her in my life was more than would have dared to pray for.

Just a note for a person no longer here... as if there is an internet in the hereafter...  

[UltraBudgie]

Gen 2:24 "Therefore shall a man leave his father and his mother, and shall cleave unto his wife: and they shall be one flesh."

cleave /klēv/
* To adhere, cling, or stick fast.
* To be faithful. "cleave to one's principles."
* To split with a sharp instrument. synonym: tear.

"apart"
"a part"

[Maxmars]

A simple 'indeed' might be the most eloquent way to imply 'thank you' ...

But I'm not that gracious or miserly with my words.

The sense of the word cleave does seem strangely apt and also ironic...

cleaving implies both a singularity and a duality....
a manifestation of the superposition both, implicitly contained in one form...

Yet, what of how we commonly encounter and use the word... 

cleavage... 

[UltraBudgie]

[Maxmars]

My living doll was never quite happy about lacking abundant cleavage...
which I found gloriously cute... (it gave me an excuse to pay more attention... )
as she was always perfect to me.

But really... 
I shouldn't jest...
she might have found that post ... uncomfortable...

In fact, I'm not really sure I should have posted that...
But I'm gonna!

Love you Darlin! ... You sexy girl you!
I miss you...