My Sleep Paralysis & Evil Presence in Bedroom as a Child

[Waterglass]

Shared imagination? Influenced dream states of psychic awareness?

When I did too many rave drugs (like Ketamine) as a teenager, I used to get sleep paralysis. Experiences were never "Dark presences" as much as fear caused by my body going numb and feeling like I was having some weird lucid dream stroke. Like extreme fear is associated with this altered state simply for being abnormal and your conscious mind responding to things being wrong.

I wouldn't see "shadow people" as much as conflate REM and my bedroom. Like there would be an awareness I was essentially in two states of consciousness at once.

I would stop fighting the experience and let them go and they would dance through my unconscious with these profound experiences.

Like encountering a persistent or invasive school administrator telling me she's not my enemy. Or seeing the secret life of my actual enemy, the amazingly repressed projection master, that was making sure my life was annoying.

I decided to take a shot in a dark and it helped almost immediately. You know when you can tell a person is talking about you, and you know exactly what their talking about? They just exude their salacious gossip.

I had enough, and walked up to her, and just said, "Why don't you ever hang out at school with the girl you hang out with everyday after school?"

And walked away.

Stopped spreading rumors about me after that. Well, for a few weeks anyway. And then it switched to being more passive-aggressive.

Thank you sleep paralysis in any case.

Always wondered how accurate or psychically aware these unconscious states are because it seemed to be right.

Shared imagination no. Drugs, no. We never talked about it and this stuff didnt surface until Easter 2024 as my brother brought it up along with my other brother sleeping with the light on throughout his lifetme. Thats almost 35 years after we experienced it

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I struggled with these issues for decades.   I would sense a malevolence, and try to wake up by screaming.   That screaming would exhibit itself as me making scared little mewling sounds and anyone I was with would shake me awake and then elect to never sleep next to me again.   This went on from my teens to my 20's and 30's.  

I have many times viewed entities while I was in that semi-state between wakefulness and sleep.   I still don't fully understand it, but since I've been with my Bride (married in 1988), I have come to know that she hears my cries, wakes me up, and is not aware of any physical entities within the room. 

I can't tell you how happy that made me to know that there was nothing there that she could see.   It is possible that there are entities on another vibrational channel that she couldn't see, but it is enough for me that she couldn't see little dark lumps of creatures, looking like living fire hydrants, while I was mewling like a scared feline in my "sleep".   

So now, whenever it happens, my Darlin' wakes me up and I roll over and slip back into sleep.   I know it happens more often if I am sleeping on my back.   I know that when I get what I call the 'electric dreams' where I feel a thrumming going up and down my body, that I am more susceptible to sleep paralysis.   Now, when I feel the electric dreams, I just get up and move around and maybe read a book sitting up for a while.   I don't like those, NoSir.  When I feel the electric dreams, they come with not only a physical sensation, but a sound.   I think sometimes that if I were more evolved, I could use this phenomenon and explore another level of existence.   I have tried at times, but not been successful.   Anyway, that is my SP experiences.   Began in my 20s, and now I'm in my late 60's.

When it happen as my last episode was on January 31, 2022 I think of Jesus and ask for help and it stops immediately