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I finally had an encounter in the penultimate tape and all I need to do was die. Ja so I'm dead and the last tape is on the other side along with the message. See you folks there!
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(Today, 01:49 AM)Sirius Wrote: Nearing the end of this saga, 2 or 3 tapes left.  So glad this almost over.

Things has definitely gotten weird.  It's getting hard to come back after sessions.

Started getting auditory hallucinations some time back, can't even remember (2-3 days). It started with monks chanting ohm, I shit you not and why I have not mentioned it. It was very subtle, couldn't figured out what I was hearing at the start and if it was coming from the tapes or if it was something else going on.

Last night I heard music, like a old song from the 60 or something. Some kind of cheap sounding string instruments. At first I didn't notice and was just listing to the music playing while following the instructions and then the full horror set in in and I was just so confused about what I was listening to and where it was coming from.

Robert doesn't narrate the later tapes, it's some other guy. Everything ends with giving gratitude.  I'm going into portals.  I'm seeing entities.  You are instructed to call 4 entities to help lift you out of your body, didn't use them, used my own Tongue  But might next time. I think the next session was the start of the portal thing.

I'm constantly in a daze, it's an ordeal at this point in time and I just want to get over the line. Many things linger after sessions, everything is weird.

btw. you can go into your aura, it's like a portal also.

edit: the auditory stuff is seriously whacked, it sounds super real, the song was a complete song. I was listening to it for a while before I realized it can't be real. I don't make music, zero talent.
edit2: apparently the auditory stuff is normal for deep meditation.  Need a deeper dive into wtf this is..

There shouldn't really be anything lingering after your sessions . I recommend more cleansing/hygienic work like banishings and meditations.  
Hearing things while you are deep in the state is one thing,but it shouldn't be happening afterwards.  You need to ground :)
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