Magical Squares

[Sirius]

..lost it whatever...ushering in a new age, we forget what this is about. Secrets. What you do is your own business, intent and your actions, that is up to you. Knowledge should be shared however

What do you see?
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Monroe, bi-neural beats...here is my take

Mostly what the audio frequencies does is mess up your sleep patterns, I can not sleep when I use it. There are other ways to induce the communication between hemispheres and it's been practiced through the ages. The most important part is the guided meditation, this is what does the trick. A problem is that some people are instantly hypnotized and the experience becomes close to psychedelics, garbage in garbage out with this and you are basically at God's mercy when this happens to you.

In other cases people do not experience the journey. You have to clear your mind completely and it can take days or weeks. Sacrifice. You have to give up all social media and entertainment, or be super super specific and you need to do that anyways. If your mind is busy, give it something to do while practicing breathing, like projecting the energy bubble, the energy bar tool or the box that the Monroe talks about is good practice. Visualize guardians. Do all of it, build a mind castle. It will become automatic. Can take months, don't stress about it.

When doing guided mediation, you do not have to follow the instructions, it's a guide..I adapt whatever towards my own purposes. Other times I just go with it for the heck of it all. Psychedelics, poison, venom, I'm using these word literally and figuratively. Not to be used without experience. As above so below, venom..

[Sirius]

Forgot about ice magic, īsaz..
Ice transforms just like a candle flame and candle wax.
You can use it in drinks or part of a ritual.
Consuming it is beneficial.
Have some alcohol and give a toast

[Sirius]

...still need to look at the "demons" message properly maybe there is something I can post about. It's just too much at the moment. Something to the tales, myths and legends about hearing knocking and answering

i will never recover

This is what is implied with integration, time to adjust. Basically the cycles of grief. Despair, anger, disbelief, rejection, acceptance. Timeframe varies. It happens EVERY time, best get used to that if you are on this path

[Sirius]

If I lift up my head, I and my Nuit [Ain] are one. If I droop down
mine head, and shoot forth Venom, then is rapture of the earth,
and I and the earth are one

There was a hawk hovering above me again and two crows circling. The meaning is easy to divine, they are thanking me for food

Candles are interesting, there is something to the colors. I got a black one and the flame is hard to manipulate at first, who knows the way of such things

Speaking about animals and speaking with them and telepathic connections. Siddhis saying it's a distraction and other tales of not to listen. It's complicated. Everyone has the latent ability I believe and it's suppressed for reasons of survival. There is also a sliding scale and a warning

If you suddenly find yourself in the situation where all the little animals and bugs are talking to you, others things are likely afoot and it's easy to get caught in distraction. This will happen many times. Over time everything evens out. Don't despair if one day the ability is there and the next day it's not

Something to be said about lifting the vail and pulling it back down

Sprinkle Ishtar with the waters of life and take her out of my presence.
Namtar went, knocked at the strong palace,
Tapped on the threshold of precious stones.
He brought out the Anunnaki and placed them on golden thrones,
He sprinkled Ishtar with the waters of life and took hold of her.
Through the first gate he led her out and returned to her her loin-cloth

[Sirius]

..still recovering horrors eeeeek

"Nobody writes their own stuff any more" Interesting..on the one side allot is written already and we can just assemble data to provide information. Or we could journal and talk about experience..

Luna appeared on Joe Rogan, the world is moving along.

The business with the candle flame is addicting. The black one is still strange, it needs to be woken up before it starts doing anything and then it becomes very responsive and also still has life of it's own. I will require more candles, jars, oils, herbs, and vessels. Herbology is a challenge. Ratios, difficult things, tolerance. How much discomfort does one put up with?

Some of the candles are scented, maybe something to it. Thick candles forms pools of wax that will produce a sphere of moisture around the flame, not sure of the alchemy. Misty flames, moisture, fire, something here..hmmmm

Preparing ritual spaces is important "picking a theme" towards intent. It really comes back to lifting the vale and pulling it back down and what you want to call. Grounding and closing gates are mostly required for those purposes and these are only for perception. There is a trapping here where you end up waring masks because your whole living space becomes sacred and you have to leave. Somehow I always circle back to what is useful for survival. There are many ways to survive and lifestyles. It really all depends on what demons you want to work with and what you find in the world around you

[UltraBudgie]

candle in darkened room
move the hand to sweep the heat
feel the air and the edge of vortex as you move
let that be the dance partner of the flame
as important is the eye
you are drawing on the retina
turn to the wall to see you saccades
make smooth arcs of afterimage
note the colour shift
as the opponent cells adapt
the breath is the metronome swinging
between dance of hand
and dance of eye
within consciousness abides
this is a fundamental warding practice

[Sirius]

Interesting, "the breath is the metronome swinging". The molten black wax underneath the candle makes a black mirror. After images are strange, they get a life of their own...

I remember the cycle now. Extreme event, emotional trauma and then memory regression along with integration. Some memories are changed, rewritten, others stay the same just less traumatic. Another underworld journey, Dante's inferno but with Lilith how exciting. Similar to dreams where something highly unusual happens in a dream along with another that is obscene.  The obscene part of the dream are hyper fixated on, but the other part is still there but ignored. This is the same with UAP encounters from some reports, the witnesses goes through a very similar process where just one or two aspects are focused and the witnesses responds with shock when asked "what else?"

Some old and new event's came back. Childhood memories of visions. Memories of recent horrors

[Sirius]

fortune favors the bold

With these in troop

Came Astoreth, whom the Phoenicians call'd

Astarte, Queen of Heav'n, with crescent Horns;

Ｋ　ｔ　ｓ　Ｒ　ｈ　Ｍ　Ｎ　Ｒ　Ｃ　Ｈ
ｔ　ｓ　Ｒ　ｈ　Ｒ　Ｎ　Ｒ　Ｃ　Ｈ　Ｃ  
ｓ　Ｒ　ｈ　Ｒ　ｓ　Ｒ　Ｃ　Ｈ　Ｃ　Ｒ  
Ｒ　ｈ　Ｒ　ｓ　ｔ　Ｃ　Ｈ　Ｃ　Ｒ　Ｎ
ｈ　Ｒ　ｓ　ｔ　Ｋ　Ｈ　Ｃ　Ｒ　Ｎ　Ｍ

[Sirius]

To whose bright Image nightly by the Moon
Sidonian Virgins paid thir Vows and Songs,
In Sion also not unsung, where stood
Her Temple on th' offensive Mountain, built
By that uxorious King, whose heart though large,
Beguil'd by fair Idolatresses, fell
To idols foul. 

[Sirius]

That is not dead which can eternal lie,
And with strange aeons even death may die

I am the flame that bums in every heart of man and in the core of
every star. I am Life, and the giver of Life, yet therefore is the
knowledge of me the knowledge of death.

As there is a door in the soul which opens on God, so there is
another door which opens on the recremental deeps, and there is
no doubt that the deeps come in when it is opened effectually.
There are also the powers of the abyss.

If I lift up my head, I and my Nuit [Ain] are one. If I droop down
mine head, and shoot forth Venom, then is rapture of the earth,
and I and the earth are one.