(11-26-2025, 09:42 AM)FlyersFan Wrote: Exorcist priests say there absolutely is.
And from my personal experience from five years ago, I know the demons exist
If the exorcist priest is speaking in terms of "demons", then he actually knows very little about what he is supposed to be an expert on
"Demons" are manifestions of pain and fear within the individual
Within mystery school initiation, individuals become experts on this, because they are attacked mentally, emotionally and physical by the darkest types of entities you can think of, or name. Relentlessly, day and night, awake or asleep, for years and years
Throughout the entire process we are told we can call to Jesus Christ, and choose religion any time we wish it to stop, or be "saved". But it does not really work ?
Doing so is the equivalent of quitting "tribulation", without going through "catharsis (mind/pain/past), purification (heart/fear/future) and cleansing (body/blockage/gateway"
What people don't acknowledge within their experiences with "demons", is if they were to spend time (7 years in/lesser/initiation, 7 years out/greater/ascension) facing all their repressed pain, and letting go of the associated fear, the "demons" have nothing they can hurt you with
It takes years, of facing every lie, every threat, every attack on your vulnerabilities and weaknesses ...
But eventually, you cry every tear you have in you to cry. Face every pain. Forgive yourself for all in your past that you cannot change, or seek the forgivess of those you wronged for
For everything you can't make amends for yourself
The "demons" pick at pains from your past, then you need face those pains. You seek out the people you hurt and apologise, or forgive them, or forgive yourself, or make peace
For every wrong they remind you of, or everything you took, you make it right somehow, or pay back a balance to the world
And every time you do this, there is one less thing they can hurt you with, and your soul gets lighter and lighter
Until your heart can be weighed light as a feather
It takes years, and years, of CONSTANT work and pain. Removing layer after layer of pain and fear
The more pain you remove, the more layers of hidden pains you discover underneath. Things you never even realised hurt you so bad, until you dig them up
By around 7 years into this process, there is nothing and nobody, by any name or form, that can hurt you in the spiritual sense
We have no fear of judgement, as we have already been through judgement within tribulation and purged ourselves blameless
We have no fear of death, because we physically experience it in initiation, to prove we are not afraid of our mortality, or the "demons". In my personal experience within this, I met entities full of love and beauty named "El" and "Sophia", who sent me back. And I woke up when I shouldn't have. (In much the same way my Mum said a beautiful woman in a glowing white dress, standing on a snake sent her back when she died as a little girl)
We very literally face every single pain and fear
We face 14 years of "judgement"
When people experience "demons", the express purpose of the entities they encounter, is to draw the person's attention to every single pain, fear and blockages within them
And not to stop until the person faces those pains, fears and blockages
Or, quits without trying. Such as with calling to be "saved" by Jesus Christ or religion
But you should know, that the entities that "save" you, are the very same as those demons that pushed you towards needing to be saved
And the only reason they let you go, is because there is no point in trying to initiate and purge a soul, that has no interest in facing their demons, or going through the tribulation process
If they believe they have have already aligned Christ, then what point is there in preparing their soul for the return of cycle? If the cycle hasn't gone anywhere to meet it's opposite measure and "anti", then how can it possibly come back?
If the individual can't purge their own personal darkness in "demons", then how could they possibly align within the light?
To even try aligning someone with a heart full of fear like this, would destroy them
I have been to see many Chaplains, Ministers, Monks, Priests, Bishops and Imams to speak with them personally about my experiences, and the entities I've encountered and what they teach
None of them have any idea of real spiritual processes associated with their theology
They honestly know nothing of the mystery teachings beyond the common veil teachings. Even higher ranked Roman Catholic Church bishops, seem to have no idea that real initiation processes actually exist. Let alone have any knowledge or understanding that could help those going through it
They teach of the initiation process symbolically and ritually every day of their life, yet somehow they seem confused when you try explain what happens in the real processes
To the point where they try correct you on things you have personally been through and experienced to understand very well, with what they have read in a book
They pray over me, in God or Jesus Christ name, and it does the opposite of making these entities leave
All of those who have tried praying over me, have ended up terrified of me, and/or whatever seems to enter them to talk to them, from me
These entities openly use the name of Jesus Christ, saying "it has no effect on the burning ones"
One Minister could not leave my house fast enough after "Sophia" seemed to speak directly to him in his head. He looked horrified and tried to invoke the name of Jesus Christ. She just laughed at him kindly and said "that doesn't work on me darling, I'm not evil". He left really quickly and I never saw him, or heard from him again
The Roman Catholic Church Cathedral in my city, is "St Mary's Star Of The Sea Cathedral" and is named after the very same "burning bush" orb of fiery light I encountered over the sea, that initiated me. They have a stained glass window of the orb over the ocean, exactly the same as I encountered, with a statue of Mary holding baby Jesus in front of it
I asked them for an exorcism. Mainly, because I wanted to measure the Churches supposed power and authority against the entities I had encountered and was in communication with
They told me, very clearly, they did not think I needed an exorcism, because they do not think I'm connected to something evil
However ... They also seemed terrified and did not want to be involved in whatever it is I'm going through
Because they would not allow me to get an exorcism to test the legitimacy of their alignment and authority against these entities, I carried out my own exorcism of the Church itself
I wrote them a formal letter of apostasy, asking them to go on record officially releasing me from my confirmation (As Samael "Sabbas") within the Church, to ensure there could be no alignment between them, and what I was experiencing
I received an email response from a Father Miguel (Michael) accepting my apostasy and saying the Church does not keep anyone who does not want to be within her (he used "her") and he formally releases me from the Church. And then signed "may God have mercy on your soul" haha ?
The interesting part of this is ...
The second I finished reading his email releasing me, the power went out
Not just to my suburb, but the whole city
A little while later, after it came back on, I realised that it was September 11th
And the power had gone out nearly exactly 13 years to the minute, after the first building was attacked, September 11th 2001
And the power went back on, nearly to the minute, after the first building fell
Later, I would contact my old Catholic primary school (St Mary's, connected to the Cathedral) for my school records. Only to find that they have no record of my ever having attended the school
I contacted the Church where I was baptised, and they have no record of my ever being baptised
It went way, way deeper than this though
It seemed that by having the Church formally accept my apostasy during underworld initiation with the burning ones (Sinai), I had been dimensionally erased to some extent from existence
People could not see me. Or they did not notice me
I could speak to people, and have them forget we spoke second later. Multiple times. Like our conversations and interactions are being deleted the moment we have them
A massive part of my alignment to this world became somehow invisible. And it's taken many, many years to pull myself back up dimensionally, back from the underworld, to the realm actual (though this also has to do with physically experiencing death)
My point is ...
I've met every type of entity in existence. I've communed with them and suffered through their tortures for many years, in order to learn their alignments and overcome anything they could possibly do to us
And what I have learned within this, is that any demons you experience are your own
And they are no different in any way, within the alignment of what they are, to the entities who "save you"
They interact how they believe you need them to. As "who" they believe you need
Their "demon" side, is a tool that allows their "angel" side to align you. Nothing more
So anyone such as an exorcist who claims to represent one side against the other, is actually little more than a puppet in a pantomime, designed to get people believing there was ever something other than themselves they needed saving from, so they can be given the safety and luxury of having someone or something that saves them from it, to bring them comfort
If you have been through initiation, it becomes somewhat like watching people hiding from their own shadow, to see people debating demons, as if there is actually anything there to fear
The key of Solomon is within understanding that without your fear, these types of things do not exist
I do not mean the confidence of feeling safety within Jesus Christ ...
I mean, having gone into the abyss yourself within a safety net and returning genuinely free from fear
Regardless of who or what they kill, destroy or take from you. You see them for what they really are, and it becomes impossible for them to deceive you that they are anything else
The "demons", become therapist ...
Become teachers, when there is nothing left they can hurt you with
You may have to give up everyone and everything you know and love, including your own life, in order to beat them ...
But this is the only way to open the mysteries and align the Christ/cycle
If you are not willing to give up everything and everyone, including your own life and soul, then you will never truly understand the value, beauty and meaning of such things
If you cannot face "demons" and best them yourself without needing to be saved, then you also cannot stand amongst "angels"