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A weird place
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File this one under faith.

I'd like to write a little about something that been on my mind lately. I've come to a weird new place and so I really just want to get this off of my chest a bit. I'm not really looking for guidance or suggestions really. I'd really just like to lay this put, see if anyone is, or ever has been in thie same place as I am right now.

Basically, the jest of it is, my desires. Or lack there of.

I have been on spiritual journey for quite some time now. I am in a good place in my heart my mind and my spirit. I am happy, and I am at peace.

I am in a new place in the sense that, I no longer desire anything that is of this world anymore.
I no longer desire money or success. I do not desire to be a part of the politics. I do not desire to be in any romantic relationships. I do not desire anymore than I need. I don't follow any of the trends. I have no desire to make videos of myself, or others in the hopes that I'll go viral.

There is nothing this world has to offer me, that I now do not already have. Which isn't much, and yet I feel rich.

I have found the treasures that I desire. But they are not of this world. I seek those treasures now, and I am at a place where that is all that really matters to me anymore.

I have become detached from any worldly desire. I've pretty well seen it all at this point. I've been rich. I've been poor. I've been free and I've been caged. What I've learned from my extensive travels through this world and this life is...

I'd rather share bread with the poor and humble, than eat steak and lobster with the rich and powerful.

This is not a bad place to be. I am at a crossroads and I have no clue which way I'm heading, what my next move is, and I have lost all desires for the "things" of this world.

I still have love for my fellow mankind. With these desires gone, and as I sit here, I have no clue what to do with myself now. But, honestly, that's a nice feeling. I feel no pressure what's so ever. I just have no clue, and am at a 'what now' point. So, I thought I'd write it our. Maybe it will help with the process. It's kind of a weird feeling, having detached from the world and the grind like this. A weird place I've never been before.

Eventually ill find my next project, or step ill take. But for now, I'm just going to chill in my new weird place.

Thanks for listening DI. Anyone else ever experienced this? It's different, but actually very peaceful. Beer Cool Thumbup
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Messages In This Thread
A weird place - by Leftiris - 05-08-2024, 12:33 PM
RE: A weird place - by Maxmars - 05-08-2024, 03:37 PM
RE: A weird place - by Leftiris - 05-08-2024, 05:49 PM
RE: A weird place - by Nerb - 05-08-2024, 06:36 PM
RE: A weird place - by Nerb - 05-08-2024, 04:45 PM


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