I was…

[Quantum12]

I was touched from your sight, the sight from lovers. The emotional challenges we face in time from time, hold us to higher grounds.

You grounded my souls from your touch, the touch of sound. I saw desperation in your touch, as you touched me with your eyes I floated higher than ever before. 

 Before, I listed words from my other souls. Now my list is short, short as time. The time I spent with you was amazing.

I am so sad that you had to leave this way, your light shines bright. I will follow your path in time so that we can be one again…

 Never turn off the light…♥️
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[UltraBudgie]

Saudade: a deep longing for something or someone absent, often with a sense of sadness or nostalgia

This evokes that. It is curious, the loss and longing when fresh feels like part of one's self has been taken a way. Incomplete and insufficient. But with time, that loss, the saudade, becomes almost a thing in itself, a scaffold for what remains. Then, through some magic of integration and destiny, comes the realization that that loss, that incompleteness, was been there all along, from the beginning, merely in different forms, and one is -- mysteriously -- complete again, somehow, or at least not nearly as bereft as the sadness would claim. The challenge turns to being comfortable with that, the reward being only unshakably established certainty in the eternal nature of love. Grief is the process of loss becoming illusion.

Thanks for sharing this.

[Quantum12]

Thank you, I am writing this to @UltraBudgie

The things that you write are from amazing worlds. I can feel your state of deepness. Thank you for you! 

What you wrote above is beautiful!

[MansizedSquirrel]

More beautiful writing! Well done brother

[Encia22]

That's beautiful, Quantum12! It filled a void I had on this bleak Sunday.

[Quantum12]

More beautiful writing! Well done brother

Thank you kindly. I saw your car. It looks sweet with the lights!

[Quantum12]

That's beautiful, Quantum12! It filled a void I had on this bleak Sunday.

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Thank you Encia, it’s bleak here in rainy Michigan! 
The emojis are sweet!

[Maxmars]

It's difficult... to stop and appreciate you words...
and not be drawn into something that can only lengthen my stay
on the "suadade" path... which has consumed my mind for a year 
and a half since my wife died.

But there is something wholesome and comforting in "suadade,"
I can't bring myself to hate it.

Yes, it takes the form of isolation... and yes, it can make one feel that
"no one could possibly understand."

But in it's wake I find such sweet memory flavors of joy and contentment...
which I know is gone from me forever... love powers even memories.

Sad? Yes.... But I love her... I think she deserves that I be sad.

[Quantum12]

It's difficult... to stop and appreciate you words...
and not be drawn into something that can only lengthen my stay
on the "suadade" path... which has consumed my mind for a year 
and a half since my wife died.

But there is something wholesome and comforting in "suadade,"
I can't bring myself to hate it.

Yes, it takes the form of isolation... and yes, it can make one feel that
"no one could possibly understand."

But in it's wake I find such sweet memory flavors of joy and contentment...
which I know is gone from me forever... love powers even memories.

Sad? Yes.... But I love her... I think she deserves that I be sad.

I am sorry that you lost the most beautiful person. I know that she can feel the love you will always have for her. ♥️

[Maxmars]

I am sorry that you lost the most beautiful person. I know that she can feel the love you will always have for her. ♥️

Thank you kindly.

I have a slew of writings that I fear sharing...
It reveals perhaps too much...

But somehow... sometimes, sharing it here... has brought me 
some sense of relief...

Incompleteness, loss, grief... these are normal things...
It's just that I am not done loving her.

I truly hope she senses my fire to reunite... 
my need to feel her gaze upon me...
The depth of my utter gratitude for her in my life...

But now that she's free from the suffering of our 
highly cluttered human world... I don't want to make her sad 
for me... I'd rather she feel the freedom and beauty she deserves...
and not fret and worry or be full of sorrow.  I'll carry that for us both.
And I will be grateful for the honor.... for she was my queen.

I just feel so lost without her to make me normal....
to listen patiently as I spew out some drivel about my thoughts...
to love me because she chooses to...

I'm sorry, I went there...