01-16-2025, 05:07 PM
(01-16-2025, 04:08 PM)Sirius Wrote: So this took some dark and interesting turns, I'm ready to try and summon something. I'm way over the halfway mark and going into the advanced stuff.
Dark because I looked into the history and most people involved in the creation of the tapes met their fate apparently by the CIA and to be fair there was maybe a reason for them to go in. It's all just conspiracy stuff so peace and love to all
The experience itself thus far? Intense hallucinations, imagine a person suddenly appearing right in your face and you getting slammed into the bed. I saw clowns..cartoons, good timesMost of the time it's all good though and just meditation, I have been doing it for 25 years.
I make changes to the instruction as they are a bit boring. Like the box to store your fears and worries and tears in. My mind would wonder forever from this or that if I left it there. The box has sides. I imbue each side with an aspect about myself. One side is for fear, another is a flame, one for health and the rest are personal. Every time a thought intrudes I make the symbol on the box that corresponds glow and suck up the thought. I also shrink it down and carry it on a chain around my belt. Why you would just leave your stuff out there in the astral plane is beyond me? Everything keeps evolving, always a little bit every session. Give your mind something to do if you have trouble focusing, I heard someone complain today.
For most instructions it is like that and things evolve over time.
Throughout the day allot of things glows. Synchronicity is also major issue and what is going to fuck me up in the end so I will have to pull out at some point.
I found a way to visualize how we move through time, or rather what happens when you change and lock certain axis's. The Clifford torus is two circles in 4D space and a donut in 3D. This donut is also magnetic fields so those two circles are everywhere in 4D. It also happens to be the shape of our auroras and I think everything else. Energy in other words.
This gif is the 4D circles moving and you can see what happen in 3D space.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Clifford_torus
But wait there is more. If you flatten this thing it becomes waves.
https://www.cutoutfoldup.com/980-clifford-torus.php
https://www.cutoutfoldup.com/980-clifford-torus.php
video of the paper thing. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mJvPJJVMb8k
Your further than I ever went.
i find focus ten and 12 enough.
helps my ptsd.
enjoy feeling of my brain being entrained at the right frequencies through the hemi synch. As they produced more and more tapes, especially after Monroe it reminds me of a cult like Scientology etc where you keep paying for deeper revelation… seems unnecessary to me but to each their own. People seem to get something out of it.
