Intense psychological turmoil - and encounters

[Sirius]

yeah but nah,
 
your op link is opinion, no authority and I didn’t have your common experience, or anyone else’s 

you don’t know my faith, clearly
I am not sure you are do anything more than creating in your own mind, a faith (Christianity) to suit your own narrative 

I don’t need to do anything you suggest, Jesus already completed everything, I need to rest in the works of Jesus

In Christ, I am already a Priest, in Him, I already have open access to God
I just have to hold my faith and not rely on feelings

Feelings, and that seems to be your message, feelings 

As this relates to UFOs and that thread, no UFO experience either, so no turmoil or scream out moment you infer
Poor me

I'm a bit dense sorry, what is upsetting or what are you objecting to exactly?