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[Sirius]

Always floaty orbs. 
Was raised Christian but never believed more than the general idea of positive energy.

 I do have a protective chaos star tattoo on the back of my neck.  Didn't realize all that's tied into that mess when I spontaneously had the idea to get it.  Now I wonder what a sigil for protection and understanding directly over a supposed Chakra (back of neck) does in regard to this idea.  I'm not a wizard or warlock or whatever the relativistic term is to my knowledge, but damnit I don't know why I got that there.  Spontaneous  ​​​​​​

The answer to why a chaos star is bad medicine.  Stopped that but it lasts forever or so I heard.

your not going to like this: don't manifest things on yourself aka. creating a tulpa...or at least understand what you are getting into.

Sadly I just rushed through Chakra's years ago and can't actually give you advice on it.