01-07-2024, 02:20 AM
(01-03-2024, 12:08 PM)BeTheGoddess Wrote: I dont want to minimize the pain of your loss of your dad, but I see his interactions with you and your family, thats important, not everyone as closeness with their parents, (and i extension grandparents). I think you're lucky to have the connection outside of this material world.
No worries, it is what it is.
But yes I agree Im open to the possibility, and try to not ignore our instincts. The night when this occurred, I walked into his office and said Dad?
I sat in his chair and typed on his computer asking if he was there. Typed a couple of paragraphs to him, and set in his chair for almost 2 hours with no other overt signs that I noticed.
Who knows perhaps it was just him saying Im still here, quit mourning, and get on with your life. NGL sitting there I had a calmness and peace I hadn't felt in a long time.
His mind was not for rent to any god or government, always hopeful yet discontent. Knows changes aren't permanent, but change is ....
Professor Neil Ellwood Peart
Professor Neil Ellwood Peart