I refuse to let go of my grief

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My husband is my soul mate.   We met when I was 8 and he was 10.  We have known each other 54 years and have been married almost 35 years.  He recently had bladder cancer and has just been diagnosed with Parkinsons.  That means the future is going to be rough (and expensive).

This means he's probably going to die before me.   And I can't imagine being separated from my soul mate.  I've thought about that a lot in the past couple of months.  How very difficult life is probably going to get while he's here, and then what it's going to be like after he's gone.   It just doesnt' seem right.  it's cruel.


Sorry about the late reply. I will keep you in my thoughts as the spring days grow longer, but a shadow is cast over you.