in living color

[Shoshanna]

You've been in my mind lately. In not on, because you're just there. Inhabiting space.

Dream about you then wake up, jump in the car and spend hours listening to music that reminds me of you. Just driving. That makes me happy.

It's a distraction and I need to subtract you. But I can't.

Listen to your voicemails against my better judgement. Smile, then tell Casey to destroy my phone. I want a drink, but I go for a drive instead.

Time spent wanting something I definitely could not have. Still can't have. Tethered, shoe on the other foot this time.

You want, but know me too well to even think I would. I think you're being unfair.

I write about you. I think about you. I want to run away with you. You're not able to. Tethered. Why did I have to see you? Why do you have to be you? My hair smelled like you all day and it filled me with stardust. Inexplicable happiness.

[David64]

40 years ago, I was in love with a woman I couldn't have. Neither of us were married or in a relationship, we just had 2 very different lives, different paths. I think about how my life would have been had we got together....different job, different house, different kids....and I thank God we didn't get together.

I wouldn't have my Wife or my current life.

God answers all prayers...it's just sometimes the answer is No.

[Shoshanna]

This one.




Or maybe this.

[Moon68]

I feel the way about BBQ 

Seriously though, God has a plan for each and every one of us. Sometimes that plan aligns with what we think we want, often times it doesn't. Have faith and trust that you are on the path He has laid for you.

Love ya Sho

[Shoshanna]

40 years ago, I was in love with a woman I couldn't have. Neither of us were married or in a relationship, we just had 2 very different lives, different paths. I think about how my life would have been had we got together....different job, different house, different kids....and I thank God we didn't get together.

I wouldn't have my Wife or my current life.

God answers all prayers...it's just sometimes the answer is No.

It's lame for awhile though when you figure out the answer is no.

[Shoshanna]

I feel the way about BBQ 

Seriously though, God has a plan for each and every one of us. Sometimes that plan aligns with what we think we want, often times it doesn't. Have faith and trust that you are on the path He has laid for you.

Love ya Sho

BBQ is superior. Has a resolution, the empty plate. Thanks for the moral support I'm spiraling hehehehehehe.

[Roma]

In Living Color was one of my favorite shows back in the day.  I was especially fond of Homie the Clown.  Oh wait, were we giving relationship advice??  

So, I think @Moon68 and @David64 have the right of it.  Sometimes the answer is No, but other times the answer is Not Now.  Everyone you meet is in your life for a reason.  Trust that there is a plan for you.  

And if the going gets tough, BBQ is always a great option.

[Shoshanna]

Being in the mountains was a mistake I didn't anticipate. Everything reminds me of you. The way the air feels. Mellow. I missed it. I miss you. It's a cliche, we're under the same sky.

If I concentrate, I can be where we were. As warm as the feeling of your arms around me. Suffocating memories.

I'm weak. Impulsive and selfish. I don't want to talk because of your energy. Magnetic attraction. It was different when it was an impossibility, now it is a difficulty. How can there simultaneously be so much and so little ambiguity? I want to do the wrong thing, be a thief. If you only knew what I was thinking.

Blush.

[Shoshanna]

Hey.

TL;DR:

Too much coffee. Now I'm laying in bed over analyzing as usual.

I want to know what you feel like next to me.

I just won't say that because I don't want you to think I'm insane.

I could fill notebooks for you too, if you let me.

Is it too much? Probably. You can tell me but I won't care. I wish I was there.

<3

[Shoshanna]