12-15-2024, 07:37 PM
I've had an inner narrative since my first memory, but it's fragmented....one is a Masculine Voice, the other is a Passive Feminine and then there's a silent "Big Sister" of sort watching out over the other two. These days, I have an enitre Internal Dynamic of a Family Unit, but some are Non-Verbal and others are more "expressive". One is prefers to communicate through it's own simple version of sign language. Someone once asked me a long time ago how many of these internal "voices" I had, and I had to confess I honestly didn't know. It varies from moment to moment, some days certain ones are awake and more vocal, and other days the more mature ones are dominant while the "children" sleep. Usually we work together as a creative unit, but sometimes I also hear external voices who sometimes corrupt things and can cause the children to exprience all sort of negative and painful traumas. I'm getting better at keeping them safe, but it's still a challege to navigate on a daily basis, especially with outside interference from various sources.
Fact? Fiction? Pure conjecture or absolute hogwash? The Decision Rests With You. :)
