Shadow people!

[sahgwa]

An interesting thing happens when you stop fearing. 
We like to be afraid for fun , ghosts, horror films. But when you actually sit down and put yourself in front of frightening things and death, physically and metaphysically, eventually you stop being afraid , for the most part.
I say for the most part, as the biological machine is ALWAYS going to freak out on auto-pilot about death if you are literally physically dying. 
 
But generally speaking , once you can face the terrors with a straight face as another piece of data with no value judgement, as death is just what it is, then a whole vista opens up to you.
To view the world as a series of frequencies and possibilities, without fear of loss of corporeal form.
To enjoy the aesthetic otherness of the macabre not to revel in evil or violence, but as an interesting counterpoint to the light. 
Nothing to fear but fear itself.

[UltraBudgie]

[Sirius]

 Heaven and Hell is real.

the key to self knowledge: ‘the primary study of the man who 
wishes to be a poet', wrote Rimbaud ‘is his own knowledge, 
entirely. He seeks for his soul, inspects, tempts it, instructs it. 
As soon as he knows it, his duty is its cultivation . . . The 
soul must be made monstrous ... I say that he must be a 
voyant , make himself into one. The poet makes himself into a 
seer by a long, tremendous and reasoned derangement of his 
senses. All the forms of love, suffering and folly, he seeks 
himself; he consumes in himself all poisons, in order to retain 
only the quintessences . . . Thus he attains the unknown; and 
when, at the point of madness, he finishes by losing the 
intelligence of his visions, he has beheld them!. . .

https://www.mag4.net/Rimbaud/poesies/Season.html

[Maxmars]

Have you been surfing? ... (metaphorically speaking)

The confusion comes from the distinction between the hell we make of ourselves, and the Hell which manifests as it will.

But, isn't hell a quality statement?

[Sirius]

Have you been surfing? ... (metaphorically speaking)

The confusion comes from the distinction between the hell we make of ourselves, and the Hell which manifests as it will.

But, isn't hell a quality statement?

I have never known exitance to be anything else but suffering. I was born into war, it brings hell to all areas of life. That's why I hold onto love and protect the things I love dearly

[Sirius]

There is some posts I made that is lost to time. I lost my memories, Lady spoke to me, bright light, poof memories gone. UFO's shows up memories comes back and whole bunch of other stuff...The Lady was hovering above me and it hurt ALLOT, I can steel feel my left eye burning. It was all fairly traumatic

My memories came back like a month or two after joining the forum...that's one reason I keep posting here...most things are documented

[Sirius]

The obsession with Goddesses and Saint's wasn't born out of fantasy...

[Maxmars]

This is your place, your time.  No amount of input can change that fact.

Please post anything (don't make me regret saying that  ) that brings you peace, or helps you achieve balance, (and dare to reach for joy... it's yours, you already know.)

I am no source of wisdom, but it seems to me that at least for me, I often imagine what I'm facing is not about me... but about what I face...

(I know that probably seems obtusely vague.... sorry... probably a bad day to be posting socially... my head is in that weird 'place'... or someone is.)

[Sirius]

This is your place, your time.  No amount of input can change that fact.

Please post anything (don't make me regret saying that  ) that brings you peace, or helps you achieve balance, (and dare to reach for joy... it's yours, you already know.)

I am no source of wisdom, but it seems to me that at least for me, I often imagine what I'm facing is not about me... but about what I face...

(I know that probably seems obtusely vague.... sorry... probably a bad day to be posting socially... my head is in that weird 'place'... or someone is.)

There is an unfortunate thing going on here that is not perhaps fully evident from the outside, every person that had super strange events had suffering of some kind. Ask Bob don't ask me. Obsession also totally a thing.

Some are blessed, others cursed. 

The whole UFO/UAP, experiencers...Bob doesn't just come around once, he comes all the time and takes breaks now and then. This happens to most folk... Bob always watches and reads everything apparently.

The reason I say Bob and not God is some of the events are clearly not from the bible. God comes around sometimes also just to make things interesting and extra confusing. I'm getting used to it now

[Maxmars]

Any questions I might ask would be intrusive, any suggestions presumptuous...

I want to understand you...

I like you...

Not sure if that helps, or is laughably inconsequential... 

But that's just how we are.