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(02-11-2025, 12:13 PM)FlyersFan Wrote: What do you mean?
Repeated in the afterlife? That you create a purgatory or hell or heaven with you own emotions?
Or repeated as in you are reincarnated and you have to deal with it in another life again?
Expand on what you said please. Thanks. I'm interested.
For what my jumpin in is worth, I believe the same thing, based on my studies and practises.
Emotional patterns, addictions, depressions, obsessions, regrets, guilt will all be moving along with your soul/energy body after death in the physical.
The job here is to refine and use and remove all of those negative charges so you are free clear and light when you pass over.
Otherwise you will be stuck 'inside ' them until you work them out over there.
'Hell' is the inability to stop doing the bad shit over and over again. You have to figure it out on your own there, or get help here.
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Scarred, damaged, weathered, tired, and yet grateful.
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02-11-2025, 02:23 PM
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(02-11-2025, 12:13 PM)FlyersFan Wrote: What do you mean?
Repeated in the afterlife? That you create a purgatory or hell or heaven with you own emotions?
Or repeated as in you are reincarnated and you have to deal with it in another life again?
Expand on what you said please. Thanks. I'm interested.
It's not just you that has to deal with it, everything has to happen to everyone else when you carry them with you. When you stand at the portal your life is your friends into the new world. Imagine being judged on scale and your life is balanced against a feather. It sounds grim, but mostly your just a meme, life happens. Hard thing to accept.
Fear also conjures daemons, so there is that. Something you have to confront.
edit: since it's the full moon, except when their real, then your probably on your way to becoming a case file. On the flip side it's a shortcut to the portal.
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02-12-2025, 08:18 PM
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That which doesn’t kill you makes you hyper viigilant and wiser.
I’ve been through a lot in my life.
Abducted once by grey. Missing time 6 hours
Abducted once by teen who kept driving by me walking home from work at 16,claimed to know some of my friends, took me to a sand pit and grabbed me and said I love you and there’s nothing you can do about it”. That was RED HOT FEAR. My thought was omg I’m going to die and my mother won’t find me and will break down. I literally prayed to god in my head, god please help me, and I heard a voice say pretend you like him. It worked. I literally saw something wash over him, like a soul leaving his body and he started to cry. He opened the door (which had no inside door handle), and took me back to work, I promised to meet him there later, I quit next day!
My mother tried to kill herself when I was a toddler, and my nana took me in til she recovered. I didn’t like her mom then.
I lost my father to leukemia, a fiancée to brain cancer a year after that, and lost a baby years later on the same day my previous fiancée died.
I lost brakes 3 different times, only crashed once, stupid old guy drove right in front of me. First car had a recall on brake system part, I bought used and never got the notice. 2nd car pos.
Step grandfather tried to force himself on me, fought him off, never talked to him again.
My son almost died twice, and I found out he was abused by a paternal
Uncle. I wanted to kill him so bad, I was having ptsd nightmares. I went back to church to try to get rid of the hate. I begged god to please help me get rid of the hate and it worked. I didn’t want to be shackled to that monster in hell!
There are other hardships but I’d be writing a book.
I met a lady who I went to church with who I liked, too many red flags and she was putting too much pressure on me to work at her non profit, texted me sometimes late at night lije real late. Google search showed she tried suing at least 6 diff orgs, one being the VA (where she stole over 130 patients records that were found in her locker, all public info). I started to avoid her and she called my boss (who told me, even though she asked him not to). Like duh, he’s my boss and friend. She was asking if I was ok!
Last car engine suddenly surged in traffic, lije it kept accelerating and wouldn’t stop. Managed to get it off the road. Didn’t drive for about a month after that, I’m still a little freaked out from it.
What doesn’t kill you makes you trust NOONE! It also makes you hyper vigilant.
I am grateful to God for my son, sister, cat and my job that barely pays the bills, and for taking the hate from my heart!
Vengeance is mine sayeth the lord!
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"What does not kill me makes me stronger."
There is something about the phrase that rubs me the wrong way.
It seems like an idea rooted in 'theory.'
Getting hurt can often be subjective, a matter of degree... and also of perception.
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02-13-2025, 01:00 AM
This post was last modified 02-13-2025, 01:07 AM by IdeomotorPrisoner. Edited 2 times in total. 
It's always darkest before dawn.
The strongest steel is forged in the hottest fire.
Without darkness light means nothing.
There's a ton of those words to use but not really help that much. For a variety of reasons.
The desolate man said what doesn't kill me and proceeded to tell his sob story until charity came to his rescue.
It's because its really not always that useful "in the moment." All the profound words in the world fall away when it rains bullshit on you. People just become more of themselves, words be damned.
I always end up at the same place with what is trying to kill me. Trying to have hope for a way back and needing the most immediate results possible to feel better. I don't want to endure, I want the quickest escape possible. And worst of all, I need to see it occur to feel better. It's like a cruel karmic joke to have hope (on it's own) do almost nothing in that moment.
Maybe some pain tolerance grows, but the last thing I want to do is stay there. It makes me more ambitious to never return to the cause of that pain and suffering again. I catalog what doesn't kill me and rank those situations in order of how much I never want to experience it again.
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02-13-2025, 03:01 AM
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I recently saw an interview of one of the Gaza hostages and this poor woman said, upon her release she knew that her body would be safe, but “Her soul is still in the tunnels”, I felt that and broke down crying.
Some things absolutely destroy you, but praying these victims that go through such horrendous evil acts can heal ✝️.
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