It's Time My Story Needs To Be Heard [Redux]

[AlroyFarms]

Try us. People are pretty open here.  Someone who's mind is made up won't change it and who cares what they say.  Others like myself seeks answers.

Fair enough. I'll probably get a chance to do some writing again after the holidays. There is still one more thread I'd like to relocate to DI, but it can be found on ATS. Are we allowed to link to them? If so I'll edit this post with a link.

I actually have been running around doing shopping in between replies!

But yeah I'll give it a shot and try to get it all down within the next week or two.

[KKLoco]

My concern for holding onto a few cards is more because I don't think anybody else is ready for it.

What I want to share will absolutely crush some egos, or else result in massive ridicule. I can handle people ridiculing me, and I can handle people dismissing my ideas.

But some things are meant to be understood and experienced personally and won't translate as well in this discussion. Let me put it this way, I don't believe everybody has a frame of reference to pick up what I want to put down.

Think ego death, death of individuality. Until you experience certain things for yourself, it's just whistling in the wind.

I'm not trying to be evasive or mysterious. But such a conversation begins with "forget everything you think you know."

This is a leap that not everybody can really make at present.

I understand. However, there is nothing you could say that would shatter my world. I invite you to elaborate.

[Sirius]

Interesting how almost everyone in this thread is scared to divulge more. And I know exactly why. When we are open about talking about it, it tends to invite them. I almost wrote a thread about my experience 8 months ago — but I was worried it would produce more experiences. They’ve got us……

This has given me pause on a couple of occasions

[KKLoco]

Glitch

[AlroyFarms]

Try us. People are pretty open here.  Someone who's mind is made up won't change it and who cares what they say.  Others like myself seeks answers.

Hey, so I mentioned that I have an Ace of a thread that I haven't written yet.

Obviously this link isn't it. I wasn't sure if they allow links to ATS, as I think I understand there's some unspoken beef between them. So if a mod has to take action that's fine,

But here is another little weird nugget in the meantime, if you're so inclined. Please note that the following was a highly personalized experience, and may not make much sense. Sometimes when I have these fits I instantly rush to the typewriter to get it all out as quick and raw as possible. It's like a fleeting dream, and if I don't write things down immediately I start to forget details.

Take it for what you will, but I will be writing something a little more coherent after the holidays.

Here's another interaction with these so-called benevolent 'doctors.' (I'm not sure they call themselves angels but they feel very kind and helpful to me.)

The stream of consciousness style is how it came to me, almost as if instant download, so I attempted to preserve it the way it was given to me. You'll see many lines repeat themselves almost as if a song.

https://www.abovetopsecret.com/forum/thread1348959/pg1

[Maxmars]

... I wasn't sure if they allow links to ATS, as I think I understand there's some unspoken beef between them. So if a mod has to take action that's fine, ...

https://www.abovetopsecret.com/forum/thread1348959/pg1

Let's nip that in the bud early... unless I am entirely out of the loop.. there is no "beef" between ATS and DI (no beef.. just a lot of history.) 

The only discouragement I can offer to that is we would like to forever be able to enjoy your thread... and at ATS... well... it's uncertain we always be able to access it.

Just sayin'    

[AlroyFarms]

Let's nip that in the bud early... unless I am entirely out of the loop.. there is no "beef" between ATS and DI (no beef.. just a lot of history.) 

Just sayin'    

Okay good to know. I didn't mean to insinuate anything. There's obviously some rumors still about, but they shall not pass my fingertips again.

[AlroyFarms]

Dang now I mistyped with my clumsy hot dog fingers. Disregard this post!

[sahgwa]

And of course, here are the original sketches I made:

"Hooded Entity"


"Boxy Michelin Man"


"Sagging Gray Man"

Thank you for sharing.

The first time I was able to astrally project on my own , I saw an entity that resembled your hooded one.  It scared the daylights out of me as it was extremely pasty white like paper with black eyes and had a very malevolent grin on it's face. It was not like a grey at all, but more 'vampiric' and small, with a nose.

The Michelin man entity is interesting too, because it reminds me of something I saw in one of the abduction miniseries. Maybe Taken? The 'aliens' like to cloak themselves in cartoony or opaque forms sometimes, I think in response to your request to not be frightening. But it is very bizarre and fever dream esque

[AlroyFarms]

Thank you for sharing.

The first time I was able to astrally project on my own , I saw an entity that resembled your hooded one.  It scared the daylights out of me as it was extremely pasty white like paper with black eyes and had a very malevolent grin on it's face. It was not like a grey at all, but more 'vampiric' and small, with a nose.

The Michelin man entity is interesting too, because it reminds me of something I saw in one of the abduction miniseries. Maybe Taken? The 'aliens' like to cloak themselves in cartoony or opaque forms sometimes, I think in response to your request to not be frightening. But it is very bizarre and fever dream esque

If I recall, someone in the original thread said they've seen boxy man entities while on DMT.

I've never smoked DMT, but I do know it's naturally produced in the brain (pineal gland.) I wonder if there's something about narcolepsy that produces a little extra