Intense psychological turmoil - and encounters

[Sirius]

Love the discussion on love.

On topic, the experience overall seems to be nuanced and I don't think without actually talking to "initiates" you will never know how deep the experience went.

I have had some cool experience on sleep depravation.  Nothing other than a strong urge to rest from physical exhaustion and I have pushed myself to puking, it's just nasty. Pain, I just want it to stop.

Has anyone been in the military by any chance, any weird stuff happen during intense training where your pushed mentally and physically?   During battle I think weird shit happens all the time.