Castles

[Sirius]

I thence invoke thy aid to my adventurous song,
That with no middle flight intends to soar
Above th' Aonian mount, while it pursues
Things unattempted yet in prose or rhyme.

Nine times the space that measures day and night
To mortal men, he, with his horrid crew,
Lay vanquished, rolling in the fiery gulf,
Confounded, though immortal

No rest for the wicked and jumping straight in..there is a thread I want to chase, lost some info regarding Fatima and electromagnetic effects..forgot what book it was in, should come up hopefully over days. Helmets once again it's all pasta, spoons...will post sources as I go along and anything else that looks interesting. It's better if I do it this way

Paradise Lost -- just a title

I believe we shall never learn to know ourselves except by endeavouring to know God, for, beholding His greatness we are struck by our own baseness, His purity shows our foulness, and by meditating on His humility we find how very far we are from being humble.

Two advantages are gained by this practice. First, it is clear that white looks far whiter when placed near something black, and on the contrary, black never looks so dark as when seen beside something white. Secondly, our understanding and will become more noble and capable of good in every way when we turn from ourselves to God: it is very injurious never to raise our minds above the mire of our own faults. I described how murky and fetid are the streams that spring from the source of a soul in mortal sin.

he gave them one explicit command: not to eat from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil 

It is less often related that God was afraid that they would eat the fruit of the tree of life, and live forever

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Paradise_Lost

Thus (although the case is not really the same, God forbid! this is only a comparison), while we are continually absorbed in contemplating the weakness of our earthly nature, the springs of our actions will never flow free from the mire of timid, weak, and cowardly thoughts, such as: ‘I wonder whether people are noticing me or not! If I follow this course, will harm come to me? Dare I begin this work? Would it not be presumptuous? Is it right for any one as faulty as myself to speak on sublime spiritual subjects?[43]  Will not people think too well of me, if I make myself singular? Extremes are bad, even in virtue; sinful as I am I shall only fall the lower. Perhaps I shall fail and be a source of scandal to good people; such a person as I am has no need of peculiarities.’

From personal experience I could give you much information as to what happens in these first mansions

I will only say that you must not imagine there are only a few, but a number of rooms, for souls enter them by many different ways, and always with a good intention. The devil is so angry at this that he keeps legions of evil spirits hidden in each room

--st. Teresa

[Bootless]

Should I dare to speak aloud my thoughts
before first refreshing my mind
on Milton's epic tale?

As I ponder, I recall the Muses'
words to Hesiod, Helicon born
"Shepherds of the wilderness, wretched things of shame, mere bellies, we know how to speak many false things as though they were true; but we know, when we will, to utter true things.”*

This Milton does declare
his wish to bypass the Heliconian heights
as if they be a mere middle earth
a very slight height

Ah well
we shall see

*THE THEOGONY (28)

[Sirius]

What is in a name


Fatima is a popular Arabic feminine name meaning "captivating," "shining one," or "she who abstains." 
She is revered as a symbol of purity, devotion, and ideal womanhood
https://www.wisdomlib.org/names/fatima

One of the most famous Sufis of the ninth century was a woman named Fatima (d.838) who lived in Nishapur. She was a Shaykha and gnostic who abandoned her life of luxury for the Sufi path. She spent all her wealth on serving the poor. She spent many years in Mecca, far from her home in eastern Iran, and travelled widely in Palestine and Syria.
The daughter of one of the nobles of Balkh she offered herself in marriage to Sheikh Ahmad bin Khidruya, another Sufi, asking him to request her hand in marriage from her father.
Ahmad refused, whereupon she sent another message in the following terms: “ O Ahmad, I thought you would have been too manly to attack those who travel on the way to God. Be a guide(rahbar) not a brigand (rahzan)? Ahmad asked her in marriage of her father, who gave her to him in the hope of receiving his blessing.
They spent their life in seclusion and in pursuit of religious and spiritual matters.

Misri. The latter said, ”She is a saint from among the friends of God, the Glorious and Mighty. She is also my teacher (ustadhi).”

It is related that a woman from Balkh once visited Fatemah and declared, “I wish to attain nearness to God through serving you.” Hazrat Fatima responded, “Why not seek proximity to me through serving God?”

https://ranasafvi.com/famous-sufi-fatima-of-nishapur/

Divine Feminine in Islam and Fatima

Everything that comes into life has two sides, a masculine and feminine quality, even love. The masculine side of love is “I love you.” Longing is the feminine side of love: “I am waiting for you. I am longing for you.” Longing is the cup waiting to be filled.

The soul is feminine before God, waiting in a state of surrender for the Beloved to come. The sixteenth-century Indian princess and poet Mirabai knew this mystical truth. Mirabai was devoted to Krishna, her “Dark Lord,” and once, when she was wandering in some woodlands sacred to Krishna, a famous theologian and ascetic named Jiv Gosvami denied her access to one of her Dark Lord’s temples because she was a woman. Mirabai shamed him with the words: “Are not all souls female before God?” Jiv Gosvami bowed his head and led her into the temple.

The lover waits for her Beloved. And when He comes to us, in those moments of meeting and merging that are so intimate that one can hardly speak of them, the lover is feminine, pierced, penetrated by the tremendous bliss of His love. - Llewellyn Vaughan-Lee, Love is a Fire: The Sufi's Mystical Journey Home

https://www.techofheart.com/2011/05/divi...ma_18.html


Our Lady of Fátima

Our Lady of Fátima, in Roman Catholicism, the title given to the Virgin Mary in her six appearances before three peasant children near the village of Fátima, Portugal, in 1917. Since that revelation, millions of the faithful have made pilgrimages to the site where the woman, commonly called Our Lady of Fátima, is said to have appeared. The Roman Catholic Church officially recognized the Fátima events as “worthy of belief” in 1930.

https://www.britannica.com/event/Our-Lady-of-Fatima

[Sirius]

The Hamsa (Khomsa), the Hand of Fatima, the Hand of Miriam, the hand of Tanit and the hand of Mary



 

The first known use of the symbol can be traced to the civilization of Phoenicia that spread across the Mediterranean between 1550 – 330 BCE. The Phoenicians used an image of the hand to represent Tanit, patron goddess of their capital Carthage and controller of the lunar cycle. With time, her hand became a protective amulet in its own right and was used to ward off the evil eye, one of the oldest manifestations of human fear. 

In the belly dance world many dancers have been drawn to the ever popular and instantly recognisable symbol, known by many names, according to its cultural origin, including; the Hamsa (Khomsa), the Hand of Fatima, the Hand of Miriam, the hand of Tanit and the hand of Mary. It is one of the world's oldest icons. A five-finger hand, the Arabic word for "five" being hamsa, its symbolism pre-dates the rise of monotheism. Powers of healing and protection are ascribed to amulets in its image, which can be found placed on doors, walls, and worn as jewellery. 

But more significantly, the Hamsa is being worn as a symbol of peace by many people from differing religious backgrounds to demonstrate a common ground. The Hamsa is no longer just a talisman but has become a symbol of peace and hope in our troubled world.

https://www.tribezuza.co.uk/blog/hamsa-the-power-of-5

.. traced to the civilization of Phoenicia..

With these in troop
Came Astoreth, whom the Phoenicians called
Astarte, queen of heaven, with crescent horns;
To whose bright image nigntly by the moon
Sidonian virgins paid their vows and songs;
-- Paradise Lost

[Sirius]

As such, Fatimah is associated with Sophia, the divine wisdom, which gives birth to all knowledge of God. She has thus become another symbolic equivalent of the Great Mother.
https://www.techofheart.com/2011/05/divi...ma_18.html

On the face of the earth there is no one more beautiful than You
Wherever I go I wear your image in my heart
Whenever I fall in a despondent mood I remember your image
And my spirit rises a thousand fold
Your advent is the blossom time of the Universe
O Mother you have showered your choicest blessings upon me
Also remember me on the Day of Judgement
I don’t know if I will go to heaven or hell
But wherever I go, please always abide in me.

~ A Sufi Ode to the Divine Mother ~

(XXV-CXIX refer to the succession of the imams and the Bab.)
In reference to this qasida, it should be noted that Fatir [creatrix], the mysterious name of Fatima, was probably chosen because the numerical value of the letters which form the name produce the same total as the numerical value of the name of Mary (Maryam). For these gnostic circles there is a form of reappearance (the reincarnation of one identical, unchanging archetype from one cycle to the next). Thus, Fatima is simply the reoccurrence of Maryam. The numerical value of both names is 290
...
Therefore, if we want to compare the role of this female intercessory power in Islam with that of Christianity and Judaism, we will notice that in Islam we are in no way dealing with the personification of the Torah as in Israel (which deals with a marriage of the community to the power of God); nor are we dealing with the Christian Panagia to distinguish a chosen one through the intercession of the Holy Spirit. The Shī’ite traditions are very clear on this: Fatima, who is holding a sword in her hand and is also named El Zahrā, “the brilliant/effulgent,” has an essential eschatological role to play—she will restore justice through irreconcilable vengeance.

https://gnosticfatima.blogspot.com/
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Right, that is enough of names and other stuff

[Sirius]

A brief interlude, something popped up again and ties into other things doing the rounds, current affairs at the moment.

Gigi Young..interesting person and we got the divine feminine thing going on here already

OCCULTED: Women in Space, ‘Sentient’ AI, Billionaires Block the Sun and More!



what you're going to
watch tonight is basically an esoteric breakdown of current events
So things in entertainment things in politics kind of strange things going on

We're going to analyze those here on this show So why you should care about the esoteric
underpinning of things cuz what people will often say is that listen I can't see the spiritual world I can't really
know what it is for sure

So why should I care the reason why we should care is
because there are people in this world who are occultists and who do actually
use occult tactics to gain your attention gain your focus and they use archetypes and symbols to influence you
and influence the future

So essentially everybody has a subconscious mind and
it's kind of like humanity is operating in one big mystery play

We're all sort of uh existing in like a um drama if you will
And if certain themes are introduced if certain symbols are introduced if certain archetypes are
introduced those actually have a deep effect on your subconscious on the decisions you make on what you're
comfortable with because you've seen it so many different times on how you define things on the things you choose
in the future

And so the reality is is that we can be immersed in culture so so
so deeply that we become the culture right

and there can even be believe it or not individuals that are using these archetypes
and are using these symbols to gain control gain power and essentially move society
in the in the way that they want that benefits them

And so typically this is called magic
But when you understand understand how the subconscious mind works
and how spiritual forces work it becomes more clear
And this is what occulted is all about

It's all about us being able to look at whatever is going on in the news Whatever is going on in politics and
entertainment we want to be able to look at that and say "Okay this is the archetypes being used
the symbology this is the ritual behind it." 



"Okay this is the archetypes being used
the symbology this is the ritual behind it." 
https://denyignorance.com/Thread-There-a...Speaks-Out


I wonder.. archetypes clearly...the timing of when this came out, about the same time as Luna's appearance and some other things. Narratives being pushed, propaganda when I start looking into it. Seems highly suspect to me. One moment they are teleporting through solid matter and beaming us up through solid matter, flying into volcanoes and what not, the next they die in crashed spaceship

Lacerta..it's all weird motives, clearly propaganda regardless of your views, you have to see that in it.

When you go into lore and NHI communications that has been recorded since the dawn of time there is allot of different entities from all over not just those four

Then there is all the MK'Ultra stuff where it's clear you can get someone to believe anything.

Since Lacerta came up and her references to elohim; interesting writeup here and goes into the others...

We all have watershed moments in life, critical turning points where, from that moment on, nothing will ever be the same. One such moment in my own life came when I rediscovered the word elohim
https://www.logos.com/grow/who-are-elohim/

 

food for thought..

[Sirius]

Objectives, just listing them out so i don't forget. There is a couple

Psychic abilities: what is internal to the person what is external and channeled through the person
wtf happened in Fatima..something here might be dangerous and I want to find it just for my own sake of peace(and yours)
need to dig more into Jacques work so some quotes will appear here
levitation and bi-location
want to spiral into st Teresa's work and somehow keep the devil at bay
Got some Sufi mysticism references here so maybe pop the cork on that a bit 
UAP/NHI/Phenomena always a topic
Keep a journal

All while employing forbidden science 9

[Sirius]

Journal

Running low on apples, crisis. Running low on everything, mostly energy

Reports of crashed craft and bodies are disturbing. Some researches refuses to single out phenomena and is stubborn in making it out like everything is the same and connected. They roll up everything into "God" and then do their best to avoid the name at all costs and just use bland names like phenomena. Pointless doing research that way. Thinking about mimics allot lately.


Forbidden science 6: Scattered castles
Introduction

We were passionate but not blind: none of us was naïve about spooky influences on the fields we surveyed, or about the heavy bias of politics, greed, and religion even in the great halls of science. The future perils were obvious.

Esalen. Tuesday 18 May 2010.
There was a question about extraordinary claims on the web like those of SERPO (13). Yet smart people smell the rat: the networks are abused to plant fake ideas, confuse research, and initiate new memes. Later presentations by artists and writers agreed that the cinema, even at its most controversial, always reinforces the status quo, while religion serves to protect us from the Sacred. “The Sacred can kill you or scare you,” somebody said. “Often, it does both.”

Hummingbird. Friday 10 February 2012.
She was already gifted as a child, healing animals, but the “Lady” taught her some special words when she was twelve, supposedly “transmitting the power of God” to her. Her mother simply concluded she was possessed. She left her family, upset about incipient bribery around her healing powers. Dona Cicera died at 33, but Bill proposes to track down her assistant, Carmelita, who was only 14 at the time.

Hummingbird. Thursday 16 February 2012.
A sharp exchange has taken place, as Eric compared the Catechism to a hoaxed narration. Kit replied from the mountaintop: “As a graduate of an Episcopalian seminary, and as a life-long scholar of comparative religion, and an Anglican Catholic, I now feel moved to witness to this group that I disagree fervently…It would require the same degree of delving into our personal experiences of receipt of Grace and Discernment as we otherwise grant to the much more narrow subjects of psychic information freely received, existent knowledge of the Collins Elite, coincidence and intuition.”

This outburst left some of us in devout silence and others, like me, in consternation. What happened to our friend to shake him so? In an earlier message he was reading Final Events by Nick Redfern, to whom he gave an interview: “It terrifies me. I believe every word of his investigation, including the historical underpinnings. For what we are discussing, it is critical.” He’s sending me a copy.

Hummingbird. Sunday 19 May 2013.
“You have no idea what kettle of fish you’re dealing with, young man!” Jack warns me as we drive onto the Bay Bridge in slow Friday evening traffic. “Morris Jessup was killed, you know, and they stole the 500-page manuscript he was about to publish. It all has to do with religion. As for disclosure, it’s never going to happen, and it’s not even a good idea, the world isn’t ready.”

Hummingbird. Wednesday 1 April 2014.
Now Jeff Kripal reminds me that’s how every major religion builds up its mythology. Did Jesus bring back Lazarus from the dead? Did the fish multiply? What difference does it make?

Hummingbird. Friday 24 October 2014.
I can consolidate the data threads. My books seem to remain current in the confusion about the “weaponization of religion” that sweeps aside what should be sober research into the destiny of Man. But now I learn of the death of that great researcher, Professor Douglass Price-Williams, in Los Angeles on 20 October.

Bellecour. Friday 19 December 2014.
On my desk, a presentation by Tim Taylor and two long letters from Diana Pasulka about her research that she can “only send through hard mail”: “I could not talk about this in my presentation at Esalen. I used the term ‘weaponization of religion’ very consciously in my email to you, amidst a lot of other things, to find out if you would pick up on that. You did.”

Hummingbird. Friday 6 March 2015.
Third, I fail to get through to the LoneStars about the biased use of bad hypnosis in abductions. They’re seduced by the twisted Alien interpretation of Hopkins. As Diana Pasulka remarks, we’re dealing with the weaponization of religion here, not with a real study.


next might be cheating/give the wrong conclusion or is it? interesting in context established here so far. something fishy with all of this anyways
DelMar. Tuesday 23 August 2016.
Tom Delonge had decided we’d meet at L’Auberge, a fine hotel on the DelMar waterfront. I came over early, waiting for my friends in the sublime light of a Southern California morning, cup of coffee in hand, the Pacific visible beyond the pool and the hotel gardens, until Tom arrived and spoke about UFOs driven by Greek Gods and Atlanteans, reminding us that ‘the Admiral’ had mentioned their relevance.
“In the cockpit of the crashed disk at Roswell they found two bodies, an Atlantean and a German pilot,” he said flatly.

I had to shake my head at this. Even the wildest rumors about Roswell (there are many, in conflict with one another) don’t allude to anything of the sort. “There’s nothing especially ‘ufological’ and novel about the Greek Gods,” I said. “They were inspired by Mesopotamian and Egyptian deities, themselves copied from earlier African gods. The Roman Mercury was the Greek Hermes who was the Egyptian Thoth who was Legba, son of goddess Oshun. Going the other way, Oshun became Isis who was Aphrodite who became Venus. If you track this, you’ll end up studying the Yoruba pantheon.”


Mabillon. Friday 22 December 2017. 
TTSA’s hype of unscientific themes is tied to a perception of the public’s appetite. It may well be factual, if we believe a book called Hitler’s Monsters: A Supernatural History of the Third Reich. (2017): “Captain America contains all the elements of Nazi supernaturalism in the popular mind: the connection to occult forces, mad scientists, fantastical weapons, a superhuman master race, a preoccupation with pagan religions, and magical relics supposed to grant the Nazis unlimited power.
“From comic books produced already during the Second World War era to 21st century video games like Castle Wolfenstein, from classic science fiction and adventure films such as Raiders of the Lost Ark and The Boys from Brazil to contemporary horror movies like Dead Snow or superhero franchises such as Captain America, popular culture is awash with images of the Nazi supernatural.”
TTSA resonates with these themes: implants and crashed disks are the new ‘magical relics,’ zero-point energy produces the new ‘fantastical weapons,’ and David Jacobs’ hybrids hint at master races. All the elements are there. Guess who the mad scientists are?

[sahgwa]

A lot to be said about castles made of sand melting into the sea eventually eternally over and over.
The human life wave repeats itself but not completely.
We don't repeat the past, we rhyme with it in a way so that we are creating new harmonies.
The glyph is not a circle or an ouroboros it is a spiral, as the flavours are similar , but always slightly evolving and changing, into new iterations that slowly refine themselves.
We may seem stuck in the past, but we are indeed constantly learning, however slow it takes and may be imperceptible to others. 
And so this is a double helix or vertical spiral, turning over the same ground, but ever getting slightly higher above it.

[Sirius]

The Second Mansions
Only Chapter

1. Souls in the second mansions.
2. Their state.
3. Their sufferings.
4. They cannot get rid of their imperfections.
5. How God calls these souls.
6. Perseverance is essential.
7. Temptations of the devil.
8. Delusion of earthly joys.
9. God alone to be loved.
10. Reasons for continuing the journey.
11. War fare of the devil.
12. Importance of choice of friends.
13. Valour required.
14. Presumption of expecting spiritual consolations at first.
15. In the Cross is strength.
16. Our falls should raise us higher.
17. Confidence and perseverance.
18. Recollection.
19. Why we must practise prayer.
20. Meditation kindles love.