Blue shades

[Sirius]

Standing in the sun I close my eyes and let it burn away all the rage. When I open my eyes everything is blue and I remember Jessie.

Jessie was a sex slave. I only found that out on the second or third day. Ben told me, he always told me secrets. They rescued her out of the cartel and that was how she got in with us. 

She was beautiful and kind, a little bit introverted. My heart was broken when Ben told me how she got there.  Everyone's story was one of misery and shit.

She slowly became less introverted as the days progressed and we started spending allot of time together.  Always calm and serene and I never knew how she did it. 

I got to spend most of the last day with her alone, I don't remember why we where alone. We talked forever, Jessie told me all about her family and life and all her future plans. My heart was filled with compassion. I never saw her again.

Ben told me she went back to the cartel. The doc got angry when I asked where she was and told me to forget about it.

[Sirius]

Everyone knew to keep their mouths shut or learned pretty quickly. If someone didn't snitch then it was a setup. Always controlled. If one person talked to you, you knew two others where watching where you couldn't see.

Kids came and went all the time, I started losing track of who was still around. It wasn't all bad. The drugs was pretty good when they didn't fuck you up. Being the children of the tip of the spear meant you only got the best and latest in pharmaceutical innovation. Some of this drugs was so good it wasn't even out yet and you had to sign up for a trial.

Esoteric practices was also gaining in popularity, only the best and latest for wellness got accepted. The good doctors had names to make, PhD's to write, youths to rescue and the funding to do it. Making notes and adjustments all the time.

There was only one problem, I was already being initiated.

[Sirius]

Sorry, I wanted to continue the story but it is going to have to stay here for a time. We have to go back to the beginning, it's just a parade of children to get where we are.  Not possible to write and stay sane at the minute.

[Sirius]

I can tell you how it ends though. It ends with thermonuclear rage, an endless pit of despair and apathy.

I see a man cry on TV and I start to cry and I go "I know this man, I can feel what he feels, why am I crying"

A million woman can come out and say "me too" and nothing will change until the men start telling their stories.

The stories of their daughter and their wives, their mothers, father, sisters, brothers and their friends.  Nothing will change until men start speaking.






Sorry for the heavy topic folks, had to get it off my chest. mods you can do what you like with the posts and threads.

[Quantum12]

I can tell you how it ends though. It ends with thermonuclear rage, an endless pit of despair and apathy.

I see a man cry on TV and I start to cry and I go "I know this man, I can feel what he feels, why am I crying"

A million woman can come out and say "me too" and nothing will change until the men start telling their stories.

The stories of their daughter and their wives, their mothers, father, sisters, brothers and their friends.  Nothing will change until men start speaking.

I understand how you feel about this but not like you do! Heavy writing! :beer:




Sorry for the heavy topic folks, had to get it off my chest. mods you can do what you like with the posts and threads.

[Quantum12]

Nice!